nostalgic...nostalgia...wats the use?????

2010-10-26T18:27:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAAH, looong time no post
wow really long.
anyway exams were seriously sucky,
i only got one pathetic A1!!!!!
which was history
im really so disappointed in myself
how could i score badly for a subject which i actually studied hard for it?
how could i score badly for the subject im best at?
how could i?
i think this attributes to the listening of music while studying
i dunno
thats my mom's opinion
so from now onwards i will not listen to POP when i study
sigh.
anywayssss SL retreat is coming up!
OMG
its scary
and i do not feel that im prepared for it.
oh for goodness sake
who gives a damn

anyway today was fun cum boring
fun is when i get new friends crazy ones and dramatic ones
boring is that ushering ain't a fun thing at all
there was no one to usher!!!
super ironic

AWESOME!

2010-10-06T18:16:00.000+08:00

R.I.P. gramps

2010-09-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

Rest In Peace grandpa.
im so sorry that i went down to the stupid cafe to eat. i should have stayed by your side.
the doc told us that you have abt one more day to live since your tumour ruptured.
but you died shortly after i went down to eat.
he was 94.
he had stomach cancer
he haven't even lived to celebrate his birthday
seriously its so sudden
and i will miss your toothless smile.
your cute gambling habit that even when you are lying on the hospital bed you told your daughters to buy 4D
your specs face
your face when i wolf whistled when you looked at sexy girls on the newspaper
your deafness which reminds me of shouting into your ear whenever we go for dinner together. HELLO GONG GONG. and you will MMM. as an acknowledgement
when i saw my mom crying as she hugged her uncle.
i lost it.
that uncle had last stage prostrate cancer. and despite in pain, he came down to see my grandpa one last time
now i know the feeling of sitting in a room with a corpse for half an hour.
a body of my adorable gramps
sigh.
seeing my mom and aunt in such a pool of sadness and not eating.
and causing my mom to have gastric
and my mom being unable to sleep till 4
and my mom crying everytime we pass by our grandpa's body in the coffin.
it seriously brings tears to my eyes.
but as my usual tough cookie personality i do not like to cry,
typing this makes me want to.
but i guess if grandpa sees this, he will be heartbroken. so stay strong.
today, on my way to school alone, i gripped the cute clock keychain that my grandpa have fancied when i visited him. he held it for a very long time gazing at it until my mom distracted him with a gift to my brother's piano teacher.
i held it when i took my chinese prelims today.
i will never lose it.
anyway enough of this mushy post. glad i got it out
and i was very touched when a nurse cried when seeing my grandpa on his deathbed close to death. she consoled my mom and cried after remembering her dad's death when he was 45 ONLY.
i feel very fortunate now.
seriously. someone give her a flower or something.
ok fine.
happy things now.
tmr's cca
yay
feel the satisfaction when your juniors call you ASM or even corporal
or even COPPER!
haha
LOL.
im seriously afraid that i may break down anytime during school
sigh.
i really understand death now.
when my grandma passed on( gramp's wife)
i didnt knw what was going on and played while my relatives cried.
my mom and aunt are now orphans.

sigh

boring life-.-

2010-09-10T18:17:00.002+08:00

yep
i admit it
i have a boring life.
or rather sian life.
well life wasn't so sian on wed
went out with my dear pri sch friends:D mel and amanda
whee. tampines mall was rather boring
heh heh
oh ya
ne thing that im most pissed with
VAMPIRE SUCK IS NC16
LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!
GRRR!!!!!!!!!!
so we watched Grown Ups
very funny
but apparently it doesn't leave such a deep impression in my brain
after that, went to tampines one to take neoprints.
guess i look the baldest there cause i did not let my fringe down.
maybe i should try the next time i take...
oh ya played basketball at timezone.
omg saw one timezone winner person for basketball playing and some guys taking video.
seriously its awesome.
didn't even miss a shot.
OMG
yeah later outta boredom, we played air hockey and kiddy basketball
and i could just grab the balls and PUT not THROW them inside.
Laughed like hell.
ah those were the days.
MUAHAHAHAHA
next time i must take a video of me PUTTING the balls into the basket :P
anyway can't believe that amanda thought that i played basketball cause of my height.
wowie
LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING WOMAN!
made a discovery on my way home.
27 comes as frequently as Mr Chng nags at us to do maths
boomz
watching videos until i can faint already
but sigh
forced to. HOMEWORK
but on the good side, i can FACEBOOK!!
yay
muahaahahaha.
OMG IM BORED>.<

AGI + 3PEEPS BDAY = DISASTER

2010-09-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

ANNUAL GENERAL INSPECTION
tell you something.
i noticed the trend for almost all guests of honour
THEY ARE ALWAYS LATE
lol.
haha anyway glad that its over.
but its rather fun and not THAT hot because it rained in the morn
well except for the disgusting muddiness, everything was fun
yeah
but those speeches!!!
OMG they are sooo NO LINK!
NO LINK GEDDIT???
kept talking about the YOG when its a st john event.
like what the hell
anyway i also found outta something
my zone de one of the guy smokes.
eew
i hate smokers
i was like walking past the ambulance and the smoke flew right into my face:(

anyway happy stuff now!!!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TAN YONG SIANG!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TAY YONG SIANG!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JIAN WEI!!!

LOL. SPOT THE DIFF:D
HAHA
SOMEDAY I MUST ORDER THE "TWINS" TO TELL ME THEIR BIRTH TIME AND HOSPITAL:D MUAHAHAHAHA

OH YA FORGOT ABOUT THE PROMOTION
hmm.
i was ok with the post:D
very ok:D
i didn't wanna be the CSM
so ASM is sooo fitting
haha
me and joyce!!!
yeah now a sergeant. rather happy eh:DD
but when i saw those anderson peeps. they sec 3 already SENIOR STAFF SERGEANT!
seriously i think thats because their teachers are efficient and all i guess.
and welcome TAN YONG SIANG to the world of teasing
SSS SSS SSS SSS SSSGT!!!!!
hahahahaha
me and atikah the triple SSS made an acronym.
Social Studies Sucks and Geography Too!!!
OMG.
oh ya talking about that, she came to the promotion thingy:D
was happy to see her.
she was kinda relieved that i have another person to tease about the SSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
whoopee my seniors rocks:D
heh
ok fine
back to boring old homework:(
and home
yeah in the library using the stupid slow computer:(

TEEACHERS DAY 2010

2010-08-31T11:34:00.002+08:00

LALALLA. pretty dead now:(
anyway to all the teachers who have scolded me and praised me and have taught me:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. anyway i'm gonna go back to my darling primary school:D
later later.
maybe i will post on what happen BUT i may not.
cos i touch computer is either for homework or facebook and blog hopping.
hmmm.
OMG>.<
damn lethargic now-.-
sian...

YOG opening ceremony

2010-08-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

phew. Our school is performing now with the ridiculous costumes, omg!!!!!!
Im trying to see any familiar faces. Anyway the commentator sucks. Speaks in a lousy monotone
Ack.
Anyway i think i will just stop here. dad's keypad aint nice to type!

FLUNKING

2010-08-13T17:50:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
i kinda hate myself
or rather my brain.
failed so many subjects
and im not used to it
gah
anyway happy thoughts.
Miss K just told us an epic story.
lets see if i rmb it.
She had a Chinese friend who was brought up with the thinking that blacks are bad guys.
so her friend went to las vegas to gamble at some slot machine
and that time it comes out in coins and she won like thousand plus.
she hurried into the lift on the way to her room
then she was so guarded that she didnt notice two blacks at the back of the lift
she was freaking scared.
but they were too engrossed in speaking until they never press their floor number
then they said 'hey lady hit the floor'
and she immediately dropped onto the floor fearing that the men will shoot her or what.
awkward silence:D
then they started laughing like hell.
they helped her pick up the coins and then wen out of the lift.
she was scared to death and faster ran to her room
HAHA
and told her family
guess what?
THE NEXT DAY, AT THE CAFE OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT.
SHE RECEIVED A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS.
THE CARD SAYS" THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LAUGH SO MUCH"
LOVE EDDIE MURPHY AND MICHAEL JORDAN
HAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
AWESOME!
LOVE THAT STORY
pity that celia ain't there
muahahaha

im a slagger

2010-08-07T21:41:00.003+08:00

GREAT
the bloody common tests are like over finally.
i can assure you that im gonna screw up every single one
even english i have no confidence
sigh
this CTs are too quick
and im gonna keep my promise
privatise my blog.
not this one. another one
anyway yesterday was tiring but fruitful
had to carry the flag.
reached school at 610. woke up at 445
started dry run @ 635
until 645
hmmm.
when the actual thingy started i practically shivered.
so scary
gah
all went well.
but the timing is really weird
argh
but nat celebration was kinda a waste of time
except that i get to hear my old time favourites.
HOME and WHERE I BELONG
omg those were the days when the nat songs dun sound like shit
kit chan you are awesome
anyways after that mary dragged me and tricia to amk hub for a full 20 min
omg
its really a waste of time
gah
and we somehow missed a bus and waited for 30 mins for that bloody 74
OMG
thanks mary
if you do not want to go out with us, do not drag us to amk hub with half the shops closed. just go to your bloody tuition
shit
humans are selfish
never mind
when we finally were on that stewpeed bus, 2 stops later
2 pri school kiddos had 'Down' on their phone's loudspeakers.
then suddenly they were singing offtunishly to it
omg. i sooo wanted to put my 'down' on loudspeakers too. HAHA
then reached tricia's. nearly got knocked down by her gate
damn it
and when i entered. i was gonna take off my shoe and her over-fiendly dog Lucky came over and sniffed my pocket.
and i was soo damn freaked out
gah
played wii for awhile. kept losing as predicted.
haha then it got laggy and we escaped to the plaza sing
and omg the queue was damn long
well bought 2 tics for SALT!
oh yeah.
waiting time we went roaming around. had lunch. went cheapo shopping at DAISO!!!!!!!
haha
show started. i fell asleep at some parts.
was too tired
gah
i was awoken by tricia's 'Zi Yan what are you doing?'
oopps
haha
well will continue next time
time to watch tv!!!

TO BE CONTINUED...

OBOBOBOBOEEE

2010-07-26T15:02:00.006+08:00

ok
newsflash
bought an oboe which costs freaking hell 5 plus thousand
i wont bore you with how many 8 days i can buy ok?
realised that its kinda hard.
but fun as they make farting sounds
hahaha
life as usual.
and private blog currently stoned.
lets see who wll self invite themselves
haha
MUND IM POINTING AT YOOOU
anyway piano exams in two days and my throat feels weird
note to self: no more curry cup noodles
anyway just realised how unprepared am i for next week's CT
agh
another note to self: STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!
for goodness sake
anyway bio wasn't fun without celia
sian la
no one to laugh with
got stuck with a studious but funny MUND and ever-quiet MICHELLE
oh ya and talk about saturday man
personally i find it quite a waste of time
GUIDES OUT THERE DON'T START SCREAMING YET
for us unenthusiastic creeps. well i think that the dances were awesome
and i realised many things
about my fellow comrades
cca members
good friends
frankly im appalled
but some are freakishly funny
and some are not
well i shall vent all my pissed off-ness on my private bloggie!
muahahaha
the beauty of privacy
OMG my hands are freaking cold. dying soon
gonna get airconbite
eeee
bye peeps.
going home to study study now
talk about lame man.

todayyoutouchedmycardiganLOLifeelstupewritingthisidunnowhyigetloudinfrontofyouomgthissucks

2010-07-23T14:15:00.001+08:00

just created twitter account yesterday
yeah yeah i know im slow.
but just cant find the time to go online and slowly create an acc
now trying to find ppl:D
anyway racial harmony was rather nice
3A over enthusiastic as usual
and did henna on both of my hands
wonder what my piano teacher will say today...

O LVL LISTENING COMPRE

2010-07-20T16:27:00.003+08:00

great.
listening comprehension was almost like a piece of cake if not for my sleeping
i really cannot believe that i slept on such an important thing
i dunno la
anyway its over.
sigh...
so nervous for friday
gonna present.
dunno if i will mouth off some bad word or what... D:
BUT i dun think so
because rmb the PA thing. i DIDN'T!
ok fine
anyway i think i will start mugging soon.
feel lazy like hell.
still need to test out the stupid cds that my mom bought.
one week to refund leh!
yeah yeah
and my library cash is RUNNING LOW!
gah
shit
im HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COMMON TESTS

2010-07-19T14:51:00.003+08:00

dead just so dead
i only have 30 mins
before the computer rudely logs me off.
time is running out
its really short
anyway i mighta create a private blog
after the common tests of course
8 more days to the piano exam and i am shore not ready
oh god damn it
anyway bought many pink stuff
i dunno why
but suddenly it dont seem that fugly to me
i dunno whether this is good or bad
because everybody is commenting on my "obsession" with pink
pink earphones pink pens pink watch pink highlighter
i dunno what it meant by obsession
but at least my bag wallet everything is pink ok?
im deemed innocent.
anyway tomorrow is like the O Level Listening Comprehension
not that nervous
but still nervous
and i ain't gonna ask that stupid facebook paul the octopus if i will get good marks
because i asked that sucker if i will get good marks for oral and he said NO
damn it
they should fry it:D
heh heh.
so long amigos
i wanna learn SPANISH AND FRENCH!
after my CTs bah

it has been a long time since i went to your blog... gah

FEVER

2010-07-07T11:52:00.002+08:00

yo ppl:D
slacking at home right now
got two days MC
bless me
anyway medicine as usual was horrible
making me giddy and all and my stomach feels really weird
guess its the effect of the stupid med
anyway ting wei dun miss me:D
haha
fancy her calling me cruel:(
hmmm today i regret not going to school because of the chemistry experiment
nice one immune system
you are "right on the spot"
anyway shall continue slacking
hope i do not puke.

I gotta a feeling that tonight's gonna be a bad night!

2010-07-06T18:39:00.003+08:00

OMG
im sooo dead
i have a fever
anyways i knew that i had and i still geh kiang and went to cca which is under the HAWT sun
bless my little stockings
anyway managed to grab hold of a thermometer at home and measured it
39.4 DEGREES
it has been a long time since i had such a high fever
yawn going to doc later
think i will get MC

and thank you my dear juniors
those that care about me when i was resting
those that told me to pump my stomach full of water
THANK YOU KAI LI AND SHU PING!
yays
such awesome juniors
anyway i think i gotta go now.
need to drink some chrysanthemum
byes! may the force be with me...

CCA LeaderSHIT 2010

2010-07-04T20:10:00.004+08:00

great
how did i get myself into this?
huh?
me Ng Zi Yan a Student Leader?
like what celia said," ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!!HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!"
yes i think she said that at least
sian
grr...
imagine myself wearing a tie everyday is kinda absurd
super absurd
anyway gotta get used to the waking up very very early soon
sigh...
its like reporting at 715!!!
and try not to get probation and blah blah blah
yeah
i wonder what department im going
that moron mund cheated me!!!
i asked her what was the slackiest department and she didnt really give the slackiest!!!
gah
ok
enough crap on the SL crap
yesterday i went SHOPPING!!
oh yeah
and bought 3 things after like dunno how many hours of endless walking
and guess what???
i watched TWILIGHT!!!!!!
it was AWESOME
but a little too violent
haha
but its like who gives a damn eh?
heh heh

anyway i think i got myself into a kind of reading craze
hmmm
lets just say that im a very ironic person
this was me in Jan
"TWILIGHT JUST SUCKS!!!!"
but the now me can't put down the book
that's right
im weird
but its kinda nice to read though
that is the lamest excuse i can give myself to forgive myself
anyway tmr is the start of the bust student leader bee and all
hellooo folks i live in a freaking far place
and who knows what?
i may be just late for the first day
or i forget to report
sigh
anyway ppl im falling sick soon
well sooner or later
throat feeling super weird and all
anyway another good news!!
Ting Wei her majesty have agreed to accompany for the drama concert
i really do wanna go
cause my junior who peeked at his dram friend's script and it was FUNNY
so anyway drama peeps, pls do not disappoint me:D
BUT so far they haven't failed to make me laugh like a maniac
ah. talk about glam-ness
i think im really going crazy
hmmm...
i suddenly do not feel like going to cca
WHAT AM I THINKING ABOUT MAN!!!!!!!!
i dunno
so many things to do
1. Bring those Sec 1s to buy their uniform
2. Discipline the Sec 1s
3. Discipline myself

the last one is very tough
i just tend to laugh infront of the squad
but when im fierce
do not mess with me
anyway those wunderjuniors of mine are really a pain in a neck
no offense seriously. you guys are a great bunch of kids
but why can't you just cooperate and answer one FUCKING question loudly?
im seriously sick of that
lets see how tomorrow goes by
-.- bye

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!

2010-06-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

OMG
time practically flies!!
i think i should treasure this few hours
sigh
monday blues are sooo gonna attack me tmr.
sian
you know what can be the greatest damper in my MONDAY?
first period: HMT
WTH WTH WTH WTH
i think that would really screw my already lousy day up
sian
shit
anyway im sooo gonna go blog hopping and telling ppl to tag me or what!!!
hahaha
nice way to publicize:D
heh heh
my blog is reeeally too dead :P
OFF TO BLOG HOP!!!!!

I HATE YOU

2010-06-26T20:40:00.003+08:00

I HATE YOU
THATS ALL I CAN SAY
you do not understand me one bit
you do not know anything
all you know is that i'm a pathetic computer game freak which i'm not.

I HATE YOU!!!!!!

Zi yan calm down. do not get affected by these people
oh gosh
anyway happy stuff up now:DD
went out with my 3 good friends
had a real fun time and there comes the goodbye
sigh
dunno when i can meet up those crazy cows again
this hols is all i can say a waste of time
totally
i didn't study
i didn't play
i didn't exercise
i didn't do a lot of things
shits la
anyway who cares
i'm kinda prepared to go back to school life.
at least i have lesser contact with my family and house
i'm gonna be one big student bee!!!
gonna score well and ignore all the family matters.
yes thats how i should be.
good job

The Fame monster

2010-06-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

hey good news peeps!!!
my blog is reverted back to NORMAL!!!!!!
im super happy...
so that previous post will NOT be my last post.
anyway i watched Karate Kid
and guess what..
ITS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!
and rather heart breaking as Dre gets beaten up so many times
argh
anyway today mom bought The Fame Monster CD for me
heh heh so happy
and i immediately fell in love with ALEJANDRO
and ppl out there do NOT pronounce it as ALE-JAN-DRO
its AH-LEH-HAN-DRO
anyway this is the lyrics:DDD
Enjoy!

Alejandro Lyrics

I know that we are young.
And I know you may love me.
But I just can't be with you like this anymore.
Alejandro.

She's got both hands
in her pockets.
And she wont look at you,
Won't look at you

She hides true love.
En su bolsillo
She's got a halo 'round her finger.
Around you.

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
nothing to loose.

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke one cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

(Just stop. Please. Just let me go. Alejandro. Just let me go.)

She's not broken,
She's just a baby.
But her boyfriend's like a dad, just like a dad.
and all those flames that burned before him.
Now he's gonna fight your fight, gonna cool the bad.

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
nothing to loose

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

Don't bother me.
http://www.elyricsworld.com/alejandro_lyrics_lady_gaga.html
Don't bother me. Alejandro
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Fernando.

I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Alejandro.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch. Fernando.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke my cigarette and hush.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.

bcak in the library again

2010-06-18T14:31:00.001+08:00

i think that im so going to delete this blog. although i will really miss it
well maybe not delete.
just gonna create a new account
my skin screwed up like hell
dunno how to revert
besides im not nostalgic about primary school already
now i learn to enjoy secondary school now that i have so many awesome friends and pesky juniors to keep me busy
haha
this is gonna to be my last post i think...
BYE BYE BLOG!!!!!

crap

2010-06-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

crap.
CRAP.
!*&%@#&^$^@!#%@#!%^$&^!$@&^!@$&!%%
ok. vented my anger.
im like so darn angry with myself that i didn't even complete one homework!
and for goodness sake!
its the third week of the holidays now!!!!
OMG
well many things have happened
grandpa went to hospital again
:'(
and kept vomiting
tomorrow going to have operation
AND HELLO! HE IS A RIPE AGE OF 95!!!
please bless my grandfather.

thats it.
i really can't take this anymore
i going to sleep

The land before time - If we hold on together

2010-06-11T23:55:00.005+08:00

really long time no post.
so many things happened.
NCOC camp
Internal piano exam
and yeah cca and the boring ole hols

NCOC CAMP

lets see. two words: AWESOME TIRING
kinda an irony but thats the point eh?
gain some lose some
anyway day one...
fell down while running
had a leetle sprain. darn painful that time. but its ok afterwards. but i couldn't bend my foot or whatever you call that
blah blah blah
i forgot the details already.
oh wait. i DIDN'T bathe. just water on body then change then siam!
yeah then second day
hmm...
the most memorable one is THE ULTIMATE CHALLENGE WITH THE AWESOME CYCLE
oh my
hearing that gives my the creeps
gah
anyway its really horrible as its like um....
1. PUSH UP POSITION FOR 2 MINS
2. HENTAK FOR 2 MINS
3. BUDDHA CLAPS 20 COUNTS OF 4
4. LEG RAISE FOR 2 MINS
5. JUMPING JACK 20 COUNTS OF 4
6. HEEL RAISE 20 COUNTS OF 4

yeah but i dun think its in order
hmmm....
yeah
i think we did like over 10 cycles or what?
i dunno. just concentrated on not shouting out a vulgarity
its really tough
and by the end of the whole thingy, our shirts were near black
and all the YT ppl MANAGED TO SKIP THE ENTIRE BLOODY TORTURE!!!!!!!!!
OMG
anyway managed to bathe that day
so its like the first time i felt so nice that time
yay
hmm. third day
WOOHOO ITS LIKE TOTAL FUN!!!!!
we had some floury game
and then we got real dirty and flour-ish
gross but fun
ppl look at my PROFILE PIC ON FACEBOOK!!!!!
somehow i prefer the picture to the thriller one:DDDD
oh ya oh ya
CAMPFIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG IT WAS AWESOME
ALL GROUPS HAD WONDERFUL PERFORMANCES
RAVEN HAD A WUNDER SKIT ABOUT OUR DEAR VENOD SIR
YAHOO.
GRIFFIN HAD SOME BABY DANCE
UH AND SIMBA MY AWESOME GROUP DANCED TO CHORI CHORI
AH YEAH
TAURUS DANCED TO TELEPHONE
NINJA HAD SKITS AND DANCES
OPTIMUS HAD UH....
SERIOUSLY. I FORGOT. SORRY
then it was rather sad at the end.
sang if we hold on together
song is below
i really like this song

last day
we were planning to hike to st john HQ
but luckily it rained!!!
oh yeah
or else it will be a tiring 12 km
omg
yeah had passing out ceremony at hq
some ppl cried
we laughed
they cried
we cheered they sobbed
we said yeah they said don't cry
oh ya!
QUAH KAI LI MY CUCKOO JUNIOR GOT SPECIAL MENTION DURING THE PARADE!!!
omg so proud of her
and the photo montage had a lot of my unglam pics
gah
sigh

PIANO INTERNAL EXAM
PRACTISED LIKE HELL
OMG AND WHILE TAKING THE EXAM
ONE TEACHER WENT IN LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS
OMG
I FREAKED OUT

NOTHING MORE. SAKAE SUSHI CLOSED DOWN. HAD TO EAT SOME RUBBERY PRATA
DISGUSTING
WILL TRY TO POST MORE. IRRITATING BRO CHASING ME AWAY

LUNCHTIME CONCERT

2010-05-27T00:37:00.001+08:00

LTC
that sucks like hell
well
screwed up as usual
and you were there watching
sigh
nerves! when can you obey me for once???
ok gotta go.
:P

ANOTHER 12 HOURS IN THE BLOODY SCHOOL

2010-05-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

get it????
another 12 hours
sigh
anyway i have to type fast, later mama papa go rush rush rush
yeah today wasn't that tough, kinda relaxed:D
and i'm seriously freaking scared that i will kenna course i/c during camp
dunno when will bully Jia Min go be D.O.
sigh
but although today wasn't that tough,
yesterday's muscle aches were like acting up
gah
super painful
anyway we had lecture lecture lecture all day long
rather sian BUT at least we get to sit on CHAIRS!!!!!
YEAH
had one lecture that was UBER SUPER DUPER BORING
omg i think i fell asleep.
oops
luckily never kenna punishment
anyway i doodled on my foolscap. i'm so glad that im not bringing that to school
its...COLOURFUL, AND BOOMZISH
yeah
okie i think i gotta siam
or else........................................................
use your imagination

JIDANCHAOYADAN
Zi Yan

12 HOURS IN MFSS???

2010-05-22T19:55:00.002+08:00

I ain't kidding.
i spent a whole of 12 hours in that school
OMG
yeah you must be wondering why should i spend my precious day at that boring old school eh?
because of some course
our schooool kindly lent SJAB ZONE 3 our grounds for the theory course
so kinda kind of them
luckily its at MFSS or else i will be wandering about at some unknown school like a headless chicken
cripes
anyway today pretty well sucked to the core
it was tough tough tough
and i think my little toe died of limited blood circulation
sigh
foot hurts like hell
for a record i must say, they made us STAND WITH LIMITED MOVEMENT FOR 1h 30mins
it was like breaking our legs
then we changed to FULL U for the opening ceremony
hmmm. that rather loosen up my poor muscles
after that we had ANOTHER rehearsal
argh
then we sat down
but the officer started feeling bo liao and told us to put our bottles behind the hall and run back to the front of the hall to fall in IN 20 seconds
we did that until i nearly went bonkers
hello there were 100 plus ppl charging like some bulls
hell
anyway the feeling of being in the advanced course was not really nice
responsibilities, kenna screwed up if the young ones commit any mistakes, high expectations to set good examples for the ickle babies!
haha
but i feel satisfied
although we had some random fire drill and its like we were told to run from one point to another then the fire drill sounded so we had to run back to square one
and imagine the 100 plus bulls charging
good
but i think at the end of this course plus camp i think i will lose a lot of weight
seriously
4 days camp!
anyway gotta go, mom and dad rushing me
gah

2010-05-18T22:19:00.008+08:00

OMFG
my blog is dead like shit
deader than a door nail
deader than anything!
gah!
must work hard to revive it
anyway lots have been happening these empty space of non-blogging
too much to put on words
let me see....
SA1
tough as usual
fell asleep in some unfortunate papers
sigh
i really think im hopeless
omg
english was tough like hell
i was struggling throughout
hell man
anyway chinese was ok... because its like the first time on history, I COMPLETED THE FRIGGING PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG THATS A GREAT LEAP!
ah
then it was a math and ss
suckish combination
and had music paper
and i PASSED :D
yay
yeah then all the dumb dumb papers after that
and i really dun wanna talk about it

POST EXAM ACTIVITIES
oh yeah!
the HCL ppl all had to stay at home on the day where the poor CL saps have to lug themselves outta bed at the crack of dawn for a little listening compre which lasts for 45 MINS only
HAHA
i think their paper ended long time ago before i woke up
grins:D
watched ROBIN HOOD
kinda nice
but i didnt get what happened in the beginning
hee hee
then that night my mom and my bro sneaked off to watch IRON MAN 2 when i was having music lessons
nice one mom
sigh
but i wasn't that enthu on watching it. so nvm
i slacked around from 14 MAY till now
sigh
now that exams are over i have to wash the dishes again
-.-
cripes

got some results back yesterday
don't even dare to tell mom
it sucked like shit
FML
i hated myself for it.
and THANK YOU ATIKAH
who managed to cheer me up
yeah i feel mucho de better now:D

CCA LEADERSHIT
FML
why must i kenna this?
from once a week having to wear a stupid frigging red sausage around the neck to EVERYDAY
fcuk. i don't want to be a FRIGGING SL
who all have no freedom and life
ah whatever
dun wanna talk about it. oh ya and lao po joyce got it also
so now we are like CCA couple also:D

2010-04-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

oh god.
today was the day to face all my friends and present them with my wondrous haircut
so nervous lor.
it will be impossible not to notice about my hair
its like from one big squirrel tail
it sorta downsize like hell
omg
but quite a lot of ppl liked it so i supposed that its fine...
hmm
but that dumbass MICHELLE
go say i look more female
damn her
but anyway i arm wrestled so many times today
whew
i never thought that celia could beat me to it
haha
but she still beat me
:(((
haha
anyway i must give someone whom i look up to a
HEARTY CONGRATULATIONS FOR GETTING INTO THE TOP 10 FEMALE ARTISTE YET AGAIN!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS YVONNE LIM XIANG PING
may you be strong forever. and win win until you sit up the shen tai
thank you for all the joy you brought to me when i watch your drama serials or shows
thank you

2010-04-25T01:45:00.002+08:00

yo having all sorts of "ailments"
wth
name them. i will tick them off
1. Cough
2. Blocked nose
3. fever
4. body ache
5. headache

ok
i will give an all of above answer
sigh
seriously
i remember telling my senior last week that it was a lousy time to fall sick
and then isn't now more LOUSY???!!!!!
oh god.
how can life be so ironic and contradicting
sigh
so many tests coming up
loads of homework not completed
mid year coming soon
shit lah
and i just realised that there is a very lousy day where i will have....
4 EXAMS A DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omfg. its really sad you know.
anyway gotta go.
bye

2010-04-21T18:07:00.002+08:00

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate this
i FAILED standing broad jump which is not even broad at all
damn it
damn damn damn damn damn
shit shit shit shit shit
sigh
even my that senior passed it!
she gave me a look of UTTER HORROR!
god
anyway got 9 points in total
sigh
qualify for a bronze but i heard that one station fail means everything fail
sian
i need to pass this badly
sigh
anyway sit and reach i got 32 cm
WHICH IS A VERY HIGH ONE FOR ME!
i can't stretch and my legs are long :D
hee hee
the pull up totally screwed
i was at a totally weird and alien position.
but managed to do 4:D
YAHOO
then sit ups!
omg
i got 22 which is considered good for my standard again
didn't get an E
but a D!
YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
another unexpected thingy
there came my biggest disappointment
SHUTTLE RUN!
how could i only get a mere C!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG
i feel sad
crap
anyway if there was a bus infront of me and i dun have to pick up any stupid things
i will ace it
haha
anyway i kept singing ONLY YOU to michelle to irritate her
and MONEY MONEY by ABBA to her
haha
she got really spooked out
anyway saw the sit up list and saw that the highest was 67!!!!!!!!
OMG THATS LIKE AN IMPOSSIBLE FEAT FOR ME
oh god
maybe i can do that
haha BUT in ONE HOUR!!!!!
and alot of rests!
hahahahahahahahaha
i feel like a cheating scum
hehe
anyway gotta do my music
lesson tmr!
oops!
BUH BYE!

2010-04-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

i dunno what happened
i seem to be doing everything wrongly
am i such a failure?
fail seems to be imprinted in my head
i fail in family
i fail in studies
i fail in music
i fail in relationships
what more could i fail in?
this is really confusing me now
oh god dammit
sigh
i feel as if i have aged 20 years older...
so many things to worry
im rather sick of this
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M FREAKING SICK OF THIS FUCKING THING

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!

2010-04-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

LOL.
just watch the lady gaga poker face chinese new year vid
LAUGHED LIKE SIAO!
now watching the chipmunks singing it.
wow
thats so crazy
anyway today bought several stuff
- Billabong Wallet
i'm ashamed to say that its a men's wallet
crap
later my wundersenior think that its one of the guys one
ah ya

- Notebook for biology specially
- 2 pens for the exam

ok... gotta study
and i must say this.
having one more subject ain't nice at all!
especially when its so tough!
need to learn new songs constantly
but at least they are new.
not gonna be stuck with the boring exam pieces again!!
YAHOO!!!!

2010-04-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

HEHE IN SCHOOL COMP LAB NOW!!!!!!!

ok.

BYE!

OMG IM SO FREAKING UNLUCKY

2010-04-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got my dear phone back and got it confiscated again
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im reacting very very violently
anyways that slut of a teacher who confiscated it was some bitchy, bias and power hungry woman
I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg
just when i was like getting used to my phone and she took it away
fook her
fook her whole family
damn her

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2010-04-11T22:07:00.004+08:00

me and my big mouth...
sigh
i really regret doing some things sometimes...
sigh
anyway COMPETITION IS FREAKING OVEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!
anyway it was really sincerely a very good experience
laughed alot
white hair sprouted alot:D
haha
i have enough
so STOP!!!!!!
hee hee
our first component was nursing
and we did frigging badly so as that nurse say
oh whatever
at least we didnt just stare at the patient
hoho
but we got 6th
pretty surprising
thought we would really be the last

second component was first aid
and all 4 of us got freaking scolded by the two really strict and unforgiving sirs
damn it
BUT
we got a frigging FOURTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omfg
YAHOO!!!!!
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn SURPRISED
my senior was very de disappointed...
hmm...
nvm i told her that it was tit for tat
last year i screwed up(i mean totally) the foot drill
then this year she screwed a little bit and got scolded by that stupid sir IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY
F him la
scold until her mind went blank
wth
she was damn emo..
some more there were more unfortunate things happening to her
wont say:D
we laughed like siao when jeanette was sleeping like a pig:D
haha
while she was having cramps
she had MORE cramps
oops a daisy!
and my stupid but tall and FUNNY kai li kept saying YAHOO!!!!
what on earth
we ate and for the first time
vegetarian food was horrible
yucks

ok last component was foot drill
got the laughing bug
so damn scared that i will screw up
anyway we kinda screwed:D
haha
but the sir was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn freaking kind to us
we marched in the wrong direction and i some how managed to be at the back then the front
worst leader award sia
then the sir asked us if we would like to restart because he haven start marking
oh and atikah was like smiling embarrassingly and haha - ingly
we screwed
oops
BUT later we were like having constrained spaces and we did what most teams would not do at all
we marched in a total horizontal line.
omg. then like that all the mistakes can be seen like oh WOW!
kai li screwed a little bit at the prize giving
yech
while i the NO 6 IN RANKING "WONDERFUL" LEADER SCREWED UP THE COMMAND
ugh
all went well
then when everything ended
the sir told us to gather
AND HE THOUGHT THAT I WAS CRYING
omg
lol
it must have looked wrong
actually i was sweating like some tap and the sweat trickle down from my beret to my nose
then i kept wiping it off when he was talking
so it kinda looked like im crying
then after that i just rushed under the shelter and swiped the beret off my head
woo hoo!!!!
then atikah wanted to hi five
but my hand was full of sweat
hee hee
haha
wow then we all did a thank you speech and was really EUPHORIC
seriously
its like we have gone HIGH on drugs like that
the laughter wont stop
then i think atikah got irritated
oops
then she slept
and me and kai li was like singing lullabies to her
haha
and its like atikah-gazing
she from her hand position will move until somewhere far from that
gosh i wonder how she fell asleep at all
boomz

PRIZE PRESENTATION
wow
wow
wow
we got 6th for majority except for FIRST AID which we were freaking surprised
OMG
Yishun Town won as usual
nice
anyway gotta go
oh ya and i fell asleep eating
gosh
ok bye then

LAUGHTER IS INDEED THE BEST MEDICINE

2010-03-28T22:52:00.006+08:00

ok. fine. i'm sick of that fcuking post something went wrong but i dun give a damn anyway the level camp yeah. its great although i didnt really enjoy the first day hmm... i will try to remember everything if my memory permits me:D
um...

DAY ONE
had to sit in the marquee for hours. sweltering in the bloody morning sun
gah
anyway we were like cramped like hell
what with all those stupid bulky luggage
and before the camp i was like looking around for any signs that my bag was huge
but it was not.
heh heh
i can feel a sense of satisfaction:D
anyway we went to our teams and called ourselves PG short for some famous teacher in our sch
but aik kien(sorry dunno how to spell your name) added an i in the middle
instructor thought that it may be insulting so we settled on PIGO
weird eh?
er...
anyway our flag looks kinda impressive
hmm.
and the group members are :
1) AK
2) Li Li
3) Geena
4) Xiao Wei
5) Michelle
6) Ting wei
7) Me
8) Yi Lian
9) Daryl
10) Guan Wei
11) Terrence
12) Jia Yi
13) Brandon
14) Jun Hao
15) Jason
16) Samuel
17) Jordan

WHOOPEE I REMEMBERED EVERYBODY!!!!!!!
i feel a sense of accomplishment
heheh
anyway we did paintball.
not very fun.
i think the only victims of the whole game was terrence and AK
poor them
i was wearing my winter wear like WTH!
and it was effing hot!!!
immediately took it out after the freaking game
whew
and then nothing much happened
all those mundane shtuff
yeah. and did not bathe due to some serious congestion in the ladies. and what with my hair and TW's so freaking long
not that i didnt want to.
whole tent hot like hell. feel stuffy and HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!
woke up several times in the night. and luckily i did not kick TW =D

DAY TWO
it was much more better than the first day
in FACT it was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO HOO!
went swimming and got all tanned and my natural socks became even prominent
and found out that i cant swim a centimetre
so for the games i just walked.
oh god. talk about embarrassment
ok. had luncheon after that
then went KAYAKING!!!!!!
it was freaking fun!
paired up with TW and went speeding like hell after we grasped the basics
fun
but had to step into the disgusting water
ugh. and i didn't bring an extra shoe along!!! OMFG.
cripes
so anyway it was still raining and the whole SECTION B managed to squish into one little shelter
wow. tried to think of any items for campfire
and geena came up with one
and terrence kept singing some spongebob campfire thingy.
dunno... never heard of it before i had a deprived childhood!!! haha
anyway we watched 3e rehearse their bad romance dance
and it was pretty cool!
lol.
but the only thing that dampened my spirit was that i had to slosh all the way back in my dirty smelly shoe after the rain stopped
but i sorta rinsed it in the toilet at the park
felt better.
and we were not supposed to change into slippers!!!!
OMFG.
ZOMG
its sad you know... to see the rest of your class having good privileges like bathing after some smelly activity
so they are the nice smelling and enthu group
and us the stinko and sian group
ok. that pretty sucked
anyway
CAMPFIRE ROCKED ROCKED ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
NICE NICE NICE
I LOVED IT
WAS SOOO SAD THAT IT ENDED.
GAH
went to sleep.
was surprisingly cooling
so slept inside the sleeping bag.
zzz

DAY 3
woke up and found myself outta the sleeping bag
whaaaaat!!! @.@
that was freaking spooky
HAH
anyway it turned out to be the most memorable last day i ever had
and the most EMO one
wth
anyway it was touching
i shall not deny that...
but i didnt cry
hahaha
im good at controlling tears
all you need to do is to swallow swallow and dun look at the sobsters
or you will get infected by the crying bug
and my trainer was like sobbing like hell
and was the only one that is doing that
wow
ANYWAY WE WON THE BEST CLASS AWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good eh?
gave away lots of hugs
hmm
if a sec 3 camp is soooooooooooooooooooooo damn emotional and all the wet feelings flying abt
THEN HOW ABOUT THE GRADUATION DAY!!!!!!
oh god
maybe i might let a few of my precious golden tears leak out a teeny teeny little bit
haha
i'm born stoic
hehe
then we waited for an hour
just because we were the last class
but never mind the dances were funny
haha
then when we boarded the bus back to the campus
i hugged my trainer again
and she started sniffing again
what on earth

WHEN I REACHED HOME
IT WAS ALL IN A MESS
STUPID PLUMBING WORRRRRK!!!!!

SJAB ANNUAL CAMP

2010-03-15T23:40:00.015+08:00

yo back from a damn tough training camp
well i shall just describe it and then go zzz...
DAY 1 arrived late due to music lesson
, and found out that i was the camp i/c for the day
it was darn stressful because i have to run about answering to everybody's calls so.
let my juniors go into their bunks and the girls were easy
. but the guys... had to do 25 pumping due to the lack of organisation.
and GUO YU HANG!!!!!!!
he go leave his bag on a upturned table and 5 push ups to me.
great... ok...
i think i forgot what happened
. um... as far as i can remember,
we had field cooking which was again very stressful as the time limits and everybody not cooperating.
had some team bonding games and
i went super high haha. it was a rare sight,
i was dancing with Jeanette crazily
. anw before that,
we had some leg smacking game got smacked like hell by the two strong juniors side by side me.
ouchies.
and the game stopped because i started getting violent to Mr Paul.
He planted a fresh hand mark on my thigh and i used all my strength to whack his back.
then thats too much, the Madam called for time out
. and we played some lame sec one orientation game where you must link hands with the person opp you and try to untangle to form one circle.
stupid right?
anyway found out that my awesome junior can dance to the whole of the Sorry, Sorry dance
his legwork are super cool.
omg.
anyway after that.
we were successfully stinky and sweaty and full of BO.
so we were packed off to bathe.
AH...
Cold water never felt soooooooooooooo damn good.
but i was the slowest because the water was freaking small!!!!
plus you know... my hair
ah ya.
many ppl commented on my hair when it was let down. urgh
after that, we had supper and slept.

NEXT DAY
woke up at 4a.m.
FIRE DRILL PPL!!!!!!
everybody on fire!!!!
no la
not so sadistic
anyway i was still camp i/c. so report all the blah
ok. went back to zzZzzZZZZzzzzz..
woke up rudely by NPCC afterwards.
wa lau. they early in the morn go do PE.
AND THEIR TIMING SO DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN LOUD!!!!!!!!
but at least i woke up
ok.

anyway i think i remembered what happened already
um we were kinda slacked. until after lunchwe were like told to chill in our bunks
we were like so song.
and i went high again
oops
then later Jeanette come knocking on the door saying that there is a fire and to fall in downstairs
whew
we had to find for 9 sec ones, 2 stretchers, 10 water bottles, some towels, 3 fire extinguishers, 6 bags, 5 tables and chairs.

omg it was tiring.

god....

then everything was over in 10 plus minutes but it felt like a lifetime for me...

so gah.

then we had catered food. my veg one was nice:D

the non veg ppl had chicken rice. which is like so unhealthy

~.~

anyway we prepared a very stupid item for the campfire

totally screwed...
._.

i really dunno where to put my face at all

we sang Love Story by Taylor Swift but its like we are not singing at all.

haha

but too bad.

anyway the fire was rather small as it was done in the CANTEEN!!!!!

omg. but the smoke was really irritating and i have to make several trips to the toilet to get a breather...

i really look up to the NPCC ppl who stood there and shouted all the cheers until their voice go hoarse. THANK YOU PPL!!!!!!!!

after the campfire, we celebrated our beloved madam's bday and we were like happy NINETEENTH!!!!!!!!

omg i was so guilty for saying that she was old earlier that day

i'm sorry D:

anw after that we bathed and fell asleep at 11 plus.

LUCKILY THERE WAS NO FIRE DRILL

heng sia

DAY 3

woah. i woke up at 5.55am exactly because of the cold.

anyway i found myself on the cold hard floor and i tried rolling back on the poncho but saw my friend's rather huge back facing me

i woke her up and told her to prepare.

then she told me that last night like 10 mins after i did a lay in, my leg sort of went on top of her legs like a bolster.

oh god. but and apple for an apple

she got her revenge by squishing my ass on the cold hard floor:D

ok... we were the first to wake up and prepared everything until SHIOK SHIOK and woke up everybody.

i was like saying, not even loudly, "wakey wakey!"

and they just shot up.

omg that was cool

lol.

everybody prepared finished and we fell in at the foyer at 6.30 am sharp

then blah blah the daily admin stuff to be done.

AH HAthe best part, we had BREAKFAST!!!!!

oolala

dunno why i was suddenly so warm to the idea of breakfasti knew that there will be a trek later so i stuffed myself with 3 slices of bread, one biscuit and one banana and a cup of milo.

whew

felt truly bloated...

whoosh

so prepared for the trek and while i was counting down the seconds. i sort of giggled and got 20 push ups immediately.

oops

well i did it fast. so no pain:D

after that we had a de-brief on the trek

and the sir was saying if he shouted HORNET ATTACK!!!!!!

then we must drop to our stomachs hands covering the neck

i was hoping that he will not do this during the trek cos everything was real muddy.

eew

but luckily man... he didn't spring that on us

the sun was uber scorching and i felt sweat coming out of my glands almost immediately when i stepped out of the freaking shady school

whew

but i managed to survive the whole thing and i was thanking my sir for giving me free tanning

then later i thanked him for letting me loose weight

i was totally bonkers

ok.

we trekked from MFSS to lower pierce to upper pierce reservoir then back again.

was practically dripping with sweat.

the whole thing took almost 4 hours.

ah.

on the way and the return trip we saw 3 kinda gruesome things

1) A DEAD BAT

2) A DEAD SNAKE

3) A DEAD MONKEY

whew it was really horrible

my heart nearly jumped out when i saw the dead monkey
anyway throughout the camp, i was helping my friend carry her bag, helped two juniors carry
and even lifted a casualty!
omg
i was really uber, super duper, wonderfully HAPPY when i saw our not so pretty school!
the feeling of satisfaction was COOL!!!!!!!
muahahahahahaha...
heh heh:D
i went to bathe and was one of the few that did it
then changed into our FULL U
for... DISMISSAL PARADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woo hoo!!!
ok. went home and snored for3 hours straight.
every movement was FREAKING painful
and my mom quipped that i looked like an indian. argh

WEDNESDAY
watched ALICE IN WONDERLAND. was nice but not too nice and not too bad.
the white queen was rather irritating as the hands are just so over acted
gah
nth much more

THURSDAY
WATCHED BEING HUMAN AND CONFUCIUS!!!!!!!
and pity that the director is such a lecher
and Confucius made me more confused than ever :P

FRIDAY
went cca
woke up freaking early
and went out with my pri sch friend and went high again...
argh but my spirits sorta plummeted when i went for music lesson
got a hell of a scolding
sigh...

SATURDAY
woke up early to practise for Sunday's performance
gah
made me feel more sad
as i played like shit
sigh sigh

SUNDAY
THE CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG
ok.
it was a "thrilling" experience
and i played several wrong notes
practically quaking with fear
sigh
stage fright my good friend

school reopens.....
siiiiiiiiiiaaaaaannnnnnnn
monday blues
and it was ruined by the first period which was SS
gah
had cca
omg

today... ah ha
had cca too and had 4 periods of freaking maths be it A OR E
anyway went home totally demoralised
sigh
anyway tmr's camp!
WOO HOO
first time camping outta school!!!
god. im so excited!
wee
ok
gotta sleep...
nights!

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!

2010-02-26T21:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 200th ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG
haha perfect for the end of the torturing common test
already know one nice mark le
E MATH - 35/35
three cheers for me!!!!

OMG AM I REALLY WEARING A FREAKING DRESS?????????

2010-02-16T01:00:00.004+08:00

ah! watched this two very awesome shows yesterday!
its so damn funny
well not really for the 14 Blades. thats a serious show
but Little Big Soldier was DAMN DAMN DAMN funny!!!
i feel like i can roll down on the cinema floor and let loose my laughter
but too bad, its full of popcorn
haha jkjk dun be shocked
i today never order popcorn at all
muahahaha
but i prefer 14 Blades de cast
omg zhao wei is still as pretty
haha
lol
anyway yesterday went to aunt's house and i refused to stand up to let my aunt see me
but end up they forced it upon me by not letting me eat the new year goodies
evil right????
haha but i caved in
sigh the bully sisters
haha
after that went home
did some crosswords and built my pyramid
lol first timing was 4 plus plus minutes
and second was 2 plus plus
big improvement eh?
after that went out of the damn house to go watch movie
and i must stress that i was wearing heels
ok you are not going bonkers
its heels
but only 1 inch
and for a greenhorn like me
i was practically shrieking my head off
and some more contribution to my screaming and pain was that after the show there is like 2 plus hours to kill
so you know what?
my dad took a bus to near bishan park and we alighted at the wrong way
so walk walk walk walk
until now i think that blisters are gonna come knocking at my toe to receive hong bao
grr damn it
anyway i think we walked for 1 hour like that
so foot sore like mad
sigh
anyway i dunno why am i always posting at the wee hours
well just watched Just Follow Law
its still nice after watching it like more than 4 times
ok thats like too much eh?
anyway common tests coming
so i suppose its a big big big CRAP word for me
haven't even touched my books
sigh...
my mom says that if i get A2 for all my tutioned subjects EXCLUDING HCL
which are English, both mathematics
but A MATHS MADAM!!!!!!
i will get a freaking oboe which is like freaking expensive
well went to yamaha and checked the prices it was 2,000 plus plus plus!!!
ok like my mom is gonna buy that for me
lol
fat hope man...
she say she will buy me one if its below 500 bucks
which according to our financial situation now... its alot!
but english seems easy enough
but i seem to be complacent
i seem to let success get into my head
i must take it seriously
last time class test i gave bo chup attitude and slept half way through the freaking summary test
and got a mere 15/25
WHICH IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY LOUSY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and some more tricia and Yu Zhen got higher than me
and Yu Zhen was like gloating over my bad marks during hcl lessons
damn irritating
anyway for maths...
sigh it has been a very very major bee up my nose
CARELESSNESS!!!!!
i hate myself for being so careless
its like a full marks or near full marks i can secure quite easily
but my a math test because careless i failed it
sigh
this is depressing
bye need to sleep.
looking forward to a mathsy day!

why must everything be like that??? can anything be perfect at all???

It's all your fault

2010-02-15T09:31:00.002+08:00

i don't know how many times i hear "It's all your fault"
countless
most of the time by my mom and some of the times i say it myself
i hate this
i also hate Chinese New Year
it sucks
it's so damn boring
i am looking forward to wednesday's CCA
sigh..
i'm going to my grandpa's house later
and im gonna wear a dumb dress
crap
and my "dear" senior, Atikah told me to take a photo of me being ladylike
argh
as if i will
to tell you the truth the last time i had wore a dress was in p4
omg right?
ok gotta go bye

HAPPY CNY!!!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

2010-02-14T01:56:00.005+08:00

See i kept my promise
anyway im staying awake for the whole night if i can tahan to ensure the longevity of my parents!
hehe
im so filial
but im kinda very awake now
laughed myself silly from watching Your Hand In Mine
haha
and the CNY countdown show was nice
many appearances of my fave actress
hee hee
...
oh shit i forgot what i wanted to type after an interruption from my mom
um...
oh shit oh shit
i think i suffer from SHORT TERM MEMORY!!!!!!!!
anyway cbox is really dead!!!
although ting wei does visit my blog
but she doesn't tag!!!
she wants to see how long can my cbox can last being dead
sigh
i wonder actually who reads my blog
anyway gonna post something outrageous
well at least i think it is
there is a quest in Runescape that my bro is currently doing and i shall post the steps to complete
its called Ernest The Chicken

Instructions:

Pull lever A
Pull lever B
Enter the north eastern door
Pull lever D
Enter the south western door
Enter the southern door
Pull lever A
Pull lever B
Enter the north western door
Enter the western door
Enter the northern door
Pull lever E
Pull lever F
Enter the eastern door
Enter the eastern door
Pull lever C
Enter the north western door
Enter the western door
Pull lever E
Enter the eastern door
Enter the southern door
Enter the southern door
Enter the western door.

You will now be in the room containing the oil can. Grab it, and leave the basement. Once you have left the basement you must pull the lever to exit the room.

Players may go up the ladder and then back down to reset all of the levers.

outrageous isn't it?????

i read i confused like anything. i was thinking, " Hell, might as well don't do it. and some more im a directionless freak. haha:] anyway its my bro that is doing it. NOMB [ None Of My Business]

and i think he is still searching the fish food
ok i dun give a damn
oh oh i finally remembered what i wanted to type
ok lah considered yesterday just to be realistic.

Yesterday, i finished tuition at 2 and very very hungry
then my mom smsed me that she and my bro got bored waiting so they ate Ya Kun
yeah when i reached there i ate a piece of toast and drank a cup of teh
yeah
then we go eat our official lunch
and i was already quite full
BUT i was stupid enough to beg my mom to order some waffle potatoes
so she ordered a total of:
-Aglio Olio [ for my bro ]
-waffle potatoes [ share]
-two cups of Iced Lemon Tea [ me and my bro]
-minestrone [ mom]
-10 inch vegetarian pizza [ mostly me and my mom ]

ok thats all
but the waffle potatoes reaaaaaaaally suck to the core
its like as vegetarians we can detect meaty taste like immediately we eat it
so the waffle potatoes tasted of meat!
but its POTATOES
so we deduced that the oil they used were from the previous batch that fried the meat
argh gross
so my bro only ate 2 and i had to finish half of it and my mom also did that
but i had to bear the responsibility
because i begged it
ah
and the pizza was 100% vegetarian
but its disgusting
so much capsicum and olives
i think all cheese is still better
ok whatever
so i ate all that crap and felt damn damn damn damn bloated
suffered from a severe stomach ache
until to Hougang Mall
shit
i must learn from my mistakes
and we had reunion dinner at Gramps' house
so i was forced to eat again
and i got bloated again
uh
just when i was getting better
damn it!
so now im still grinding my teeth
i think i can dun eat for a few days le lor
or i dun dare to eat
later also like that
but i hope that by tmr i will be much more better
i want pineapple tarts!!!!
ok i typed enough
need to watch Your Hand In Mine again!!!!
bye!!!!

is life always that full of regrets and pain???

2010-02-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

yo Happy Chinese New Year Eve!!!
shall post tmr.
had reunion dinner at grandma's house
my mom cooked.
anyway watching a video now
wont tell ya:)
anyway i think the script that i wrote yesterday was abit screwed
oh ya OMG
today my Form Teacher is gonna propose!!!
ooh!!!!
ok gotta go. maybe i will make some adjustments to the script
see ya!

CNY celebrations

2010-02-12T12:15:00.006+08:00

i am such a lucky person
but i may not be as lucky the next time
i am forced to perform in the lunch time concert this round
luckily there were some miscommunication and i didnt perform
yay for me as the performance is in front of the whole school!!!!
so i decided to perform next time and not so many ppl will attend
and some more i can choose a better song
but the question is :" Can i choose a better song?"
anyway im in the library now
and the speed is much more faster and they upgraded to internet explorer 7 i think
cool
anyway my form teacher is gonna propose to his girlfriend tmr!!!!
at midnight 12am!!!!
omg thats so sweet
anyway should i spam him with calls?
haha
later...

SCENE: Some restaurant, violin playing at the background
CHARACTERS: Form teacher, girlfriend, me
PLOT: Form teacher is gonna propose to gf. me call

Form teacher(FT) : um...girlfriend ah... what do you think of today's setting?
Girlfriend(GF) : very nice, but why you suddenly so nice ah
FT : ah ya special occasion mah...
GF: what so special?
FT : you wait...

[Both of them look at each other]

FT: will.....

[phone rings]

FT: hello?
Me: hey FT ziyan here! i want to ask you how to do this a math question
FT: im kind of busy now. can ask later?
Me: ok.. bye bye
FT: bye

[Hangs up the phone]
[GF was looking interestedly at the violin ensemble]

FT: sorry dear, some student called.
GF: nvm lah. so will what?
FT: oh ya. um... will you...

[phone rings again]

FT: sorry sorry. hello?
Me: hey FT can resend your email to me. the 81 A Maths questions
FT: ok ok. pls dun call me now. meeting
Me: oh bye bye
FT: bye

[Hangs up the phone]
[GF looks a bit put off]

FT: sorry dear... student called again
GF: wah so popular ah...
FT: no la no la.
GF: continue with your question leh
FT: ok. will you marryme?
GF: Huh?
FT: will you marry me?
GF: OH!

[GF remains silent]

GF: ... yes

[hugs each other with happiness]
[phone rings yet again]
[the couple looks at the phone]

GF: well are you going to answer it?
FT: um...
GF: go on
FT: okok. hello?
Me: hallo, meeting over?
FT: WA LAU STOP CALLING ME LAH!!!!
Me: oh sorry

[hangs up the phone]

FT: i'm really sorry dear.
GF: nevermind. but now i have to consider the marrying part
FT: WHA....
GF: you keep your students at your priority and will always be picking up calls. i feel second handed
FT: but but...
GF: i will consider it.

[GF gives him a peck on the cheek as a note of finality]

FT: i send you home
GF: no need la. i need some time alone. this is too fast. bye

[FT looks at the receding figure of GF with despair]

FT:AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[smashes phone into smithereens]

THE END:D

ok lah dun worry FT im not gonna do that:)
ok. bye

i give up..... sigh....

2010-02-12T01:21:00.003+08:00

lalala... aimlessly wandering
anyway just came back from recycling the old stuff
see la i so environmentally friendly!!!!
i have one gift box that is like a doll's head like that
then my mom suggested that i put the head on top and scare the cleaner
haha
but i didnt do that
i put it on the recycling bin
omg i imagine their reaction
its like the Just For Laughs Gags the toilet bowl trick
well thats more spooky
and i purposely tousle the hair and my bro suggested that i make it look like ghost like that.
i say i dun have the material
so when i left i turned back and found it kinda spooky too
oops
spring cleaning was fun in some ways
especially throwing away my dad's mountain of rubbish
and my bro's sentimental soft toys
yada yada
too bad for ya
and another great joy i can derive from is THROWING AWAY MY ASSESSMENT BOOKS!!!
omg the shiok feeling is unbearable!
ok gotta go and sleep
bye

i spoke to the person and the person did not appear to hear me:(

2010-02-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

i feel so tired...
i dunno why
school life is taking a toll on my health
and its payback time for my late night sleep during the hols
yesterday i slept at 1030 like that and still felt tired like hell
i had an afternoon nap for 1 hour which is so not my standards
i have 2 nice state of art ulcers
and i feel horrible
i am not looking forward to cca
not looking forward to school
not looking forward to seeing anybody
i just....want to sleeep... zzz
bye too tired to crap more

T.A.M.

2010-02-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

T.A.M.
oh like im gonna tell you what it means
anyway i want to thank my books, my school, my timetable, my teachers, my father, my mother, my birds, my brother, my tuition teachers and my school bag for clinching the most muscle gain gold medal!!!!!!
lol, i really got more muscle thanks to my books
grr and thanks to my foolishness of my taking up of music
there has been a nice edition of a very very dense textbook! i blame me
anyway thats so grammatically horrible
wth.
anyway competition coming up fast fast fast
and the juniors are not up to scratch as they dun even come
and some more i and joyce are the first man
and thats like hell for us
anyway gotta sleep...
not looking to a day of Math and Science only
bye... zzzZ

I MISS MY PHONEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

hi people.
just had one of the most tiring days in the week
music!!!!
had to take a bus to amk hub and walk all the way to amk sec the green school!
wow i kinda like AMKSS. everything of theirs are so much nicer than us!
omg
i think i fell in love in their school:)
haha
talk about traitor
oops sorry mayflower
didnt mean to insult our old old school:)
heh anyway what can i get from just liking AMKSS when im already a sec three there?
nah i prefer mayflower.
muahahaha
anyway im trying to update on a daily basis
so here i am! haha
okay gotta go.
brother still being my second mom
dunno why guys are so naggy.
sian.

2010-01-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

yo people!
life is as boring as usual!
except with a few perks in my short short life:D
ok not being suicidal here
but just kidding
geddit?
anyway school is already starting to get on my nerves
books, teachers, and whatever else that may piss me off:)
Books
developed some nice muscles thanks to that bold word over there

Teachers
phone got confiscated today. sian... was showing Tom&Jerry video to michelle
let her laugh a bit since she always got mercilessly tickled by ziyan and co.!
haha
was watching like siao and suddenly i felt some shadow passed by and i looked up. crap would be the appropriate word. shit too.
our dear physics teacher aka potato:) just walked passed. oops
and he said, " put that thing that you are watching on the table."
seriously oops....
put my pathetic phone-victim on the hard cold table.
got called out and whole class looking.
sian....
anyway he told me to write a report about what happened.
Celia read it and laughed like hell:)
took out my SIM and memory card. dun wanna them peeping...
so gave him the poor phone.
sighs. no phone for a term
isnt that bad! now im resorted to using my 7-Eleven $99 phones
grr...
ok thats all about the teachers part.
P.S. MR CHNG IS FEATURED ON FACEBOOK!!! look out for Ng You Chen's photos!

Whatever Else That May Piss Me Off
friends may be a key thing
hmm... like today got pinched by Yu Zhen just because i laughed at her
haha. anyway pissed off at the prospect of not going to tuition on sat
since that's the only tuition that i look forward to every week and have to mingle with unknown impressionable from famous top schools. isn't that sad?
oh ya. forgot a key key thing too
my damn dreaded brother! omg
he is such a pain in a butt, pain in my neck, bee in my butt, squeezing a durian out of my nostrils
get the intensity of it?
ok.
anyway gotta go.
need to plan for camp. like damn it.
grr
bye.
peace out,
ZiYan

2010-01-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

yo got music today
damn damn damn damn damn damn tired
learned something about the baroque period
lol found out that its not that boring
you know b for boring...
Dots...
oh ya and finally knew whats word stress
ah and the HOMEWORK will seriously make me want to strangle them
dissect them
disfigure them
rip them
throw up on them
get rid of them
push them down the pool
lastly....
PARADE THEM IN FRONT OF THE TEACHERS
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok evil zi yan on the move
argh
this is desparation people
haha
shoulders hurt like hell
arms too
and im getting to look like an old hag with no wrinkles
geddit!!!
PANDA EYES
ah
sad like hell
everyday sleep at 1am
sian la
im sick of this
and i dun care if the teacher say cannot put books under the table
because thats just what im gonna do
sigh
listening to mp4 now
hehe
loving it
anyway had a summary test
felt sure that i flunked it
ah ya
i think im flunking all the first tests
chinese - 38/70
A maths - 4.5/10
haha maths is pretty sad
haha
pathetic
and TMR GOT CCA
AND ITS COMP TRAINING
although last week slacked like siao
somemore i have to be sweaty like hell and rush to piano lessons
ah ya
finger starting to hurt
bye

2010-01-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

phew its already the 3rd WEEK OF THE TERM ALREADY!!!!!!
OMG I WONDER HOW I COPE WITH THE SPEEDING OF THE TIME!
im really shocked when the dm said that its the 3rd week.
omg omg omg
im got a feeling that i did not gain anything nice this 3 weeks
and furthermore
my mom and bro is going overseas just b4 my common tests!
omg seriously
cant think how im gonna survive without my mom's morale support
but still its a test! and i need to ask her about chinese!
see la! go pang seh me!
anyway dad bought a mp4 for me
so i think its kinda of a yay for me
well its only 2GB
and its that mosaic zen thingy
wth
but still im loving it
muahahahahaha
okie gotta go. need to edit some corny cca blog
see ya!
good luck with your torturous weeks ahead!
GONG XI FA CAI. HONG BAO NA LAI!

2010-01-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

yo!
long time no post
fine considered updated but cbox dead like hell
lol
anyway tired like some over worked cow
but dun seem tired when i use computer
went to gym with ting wei
wa lau i think im the one like exercising more
haha
so exercise + PE lesson + CCA = MUSCLE ACHE!!!
ARGH
anyway other than those corny stuff
i kept sleeping very late
so i fall asleep in classes
especially SS
wa lau darn boring
dunno why must take
sianz
anyway tmr eng tuition
kinda looking forward to it
so anyway gotta go
see ya

2010-01-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

AH!!!!! help!!!!!!
mr is bio test!!!
and i dunno why the heck is the font like that
wth
anyway life goes on
very tired these days
late nights already knocking on my door
dunno how much more later can it go when exam comes banging at my door
sigh looks like lotsa things trying to find me
so sian
anyway O Level Music is not as easy as i had thought
totally new stuff
and im working hard to be promoted to Higher Music
then muahahaha it will be better
soooo... cca is still as tiring
music takes up quarter of my day
and furthermore there is gonna be a competition for cca
so its the same sigh theory
so gtg
stupid font

2010-01-11T15:21:00.003+08:00

AH TODAY WILL KNOW O LEVEL RESULTS
well didnt know how to react to my bro's marks
its so danm low and haha he always laugh at me for failing HCL end up he fail himself
that pig head!
anyway its really lousy
im really disgusted
ok la
its not like 20++ like that
but its still very lan
geddit??
i think i can score better than him
and looks like SOTA can be prepared to accept a bad attitude monster
good luck to ya
and homework still suffocating me
sighs
i wonder how much my seniors get eh?
i wonder if they will cry or what
and opposite me now in the library i see a girl looking at some dreaded report slip
and eyes reddish
haha
poor her
anyway i think i have to go soon
going jeanette's house tmr
but not confirmed
hope they wont play there
and not plan for the camp...
sigh...
ok gotta go
peace out

2010-01-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

sigh school is not really working out for me
muscle aches everywhere because of the weight of the books that im carrying
and bonus!
i need to bring a FAT FAT BOOK FOR MUSIC O LEVEL EVERY THURSDAY!!!!!
ARGH!t!!
gotta go
oh ya today my mom felt crazy and watched old dogs with my bro and me together
like wth right?
it was damn funny
laughed till i had tears
haha
anyway really gotta go
muscle ache homework and all

2010-01-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

ah!
first day and second day not fun at all!!!!
and i seem to not feel like a upper sec
what the
you should have seen the recess time
its like you can seen half your time queuing
ok anyway will blog more soon
bye

2010-01-03T17:50:00.001+08:00

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TMR IS SCHOOLDAY!!!!!!
IM SOOOOO NOT PREPARED
ALTHOUGH I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK BUT I DUNNO HOW I COPE WITH THE EARLY WAKE UPS!!!
ok this post is gonna be short short short
oh ya as i predicted today was a MAJOR BEE IN MY ASS
sigh
ok bye!

2010-01-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

sighs had a major bee in the butt bad day
ting wei not replying
nobody to talk to
very sian
but the only good part of the day was that my mom bought me new sports shoes!
i shall try to look for the pic in the net
anyway its like for men
and the ladies i dun like
sigh call me tomboy or what
and the stupid unfriendly salesman kept insisting that its for men
until i got so sick that i spoke loudly, "is there even a rule about girls not allowed to wear men sports shoes?"
hah that shut him up!
thats what i mean by major bee in the butt
anyway for two birthdays im not gonna have any bday present
because the sport shoes is like 89 bucks!!!!
wth
so darn ex!
anyway after that my life became mundane again
sian sian sian sian sian
rushing last minute homework, not even sure if the teachers will bother collecting
ah haha
make us work so hard and in the end no need to collect
thats why i am smart enough not to do some homework
like geog:) not taking it!!! muahahahaha
poor saps
anyway tmr is going to be a major blockhead, bee in the butt, mundane, lame, sian, pain in the neck day im sure
cos SCHOOL IS REOPENING THE DAY AFTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAHHHH!!!!!
thats like the most pathetic part of my life
school school school
the word makes me sick
anyway gotta go
trying to get rid of the bee in my butt:)

2010-01-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

hey HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!!!!
one year has just gotten outta the way for the new bossy 2010 to arrive in grandeur and splendour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha thats so random
school is gonna reopen
and im not ready for it!!!!
books not ready!!!
some popular never sell so must go to school and lug it home myself
boo hoo
anyway about my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1) Keep my table tidy
2) Save enough money to buy my mom a Swarovski crystal thats gotcha cost me a BOMB!
3) Save money
4) Get good results
5) Continue being besties with Ting Wei
6) Blog more
7) Not getting killed in an airplane ride
8) Visit more countries
9) More ALLOWANCE!!!!!!
10) Teach my bird how to talk
11) Do not loose my temper that easily
12) Gain more stamina
13) Get fitter
14) BE HAPPY!!!!
15) Read more story books
16) Manage to settle on my ambition
17) MORE PRESENTS!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
18) Read more newspapers
19) Ace English
20) GET A LAPTOP!!!!!

ok so theres my resolutions
haha
some are just stupid
haha anyway gotta go
see ya!!!

2009-12-31T17:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!!!
wow time passes seriously quick
i seems like its only yesterday when i got my streaming results!
anyway went to tricia's house
parents were civil mom nice
and her house is like an oven
and thats because i wore double layer to her house
lol but i seriously prefer my house
windy and nice
anyway gotta go now
will try to blog abt the countdown show
and my new year resolutions tmr

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS

2009-12-30T15:07:00.002+08:00

woots!
going to AMK Hub to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2!!!!
yeah!
watching the 6 o'clock one
wow
anyway still as sick
cough flu
sigh
i wonder when is it going to get better
i already spent my birthday sneezing and coughing
sigh went pizza hut but cant even touch the pizza or what
forced to eat macaroni
lol pathetic eh?
ok gotta go
need to clean out my cupboard

2009-12-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

suffering from the dreaded after birthday blues
sigh just like that im older
oops
anyway school is gonna reopen
so its like siiiiiiiian
but the un-sian part is that i finally get to see ting wei!
yipee
but i think i wont bring anything on the first day
so its ok
sigh i dunno how to accustom to sec 3 life
ppl say its tough
and i also dunno how to get use to the new classmates
including my cousin
no offence
but im not close to her at all! i mean we are not close at all
at all
i mean! i dun even know her birthday
i only see her once a year or sometimes even not at all
ok. im posting all these so that my new classmates may drop by and will understand why i and my cousin are like strangers to each other
anyway enough of school
trying to finish my homework
been pushed by you-know-who
muahahahaha
thats my mom
anyway i wonder whats my new year resolution
achieve my ambition?
i dunno
ambition is a very weird thing nowadays
my ambition was to be a vet
but i dun like science
and i dun even think i have the heart to even force feed my own birds!
imagine slicing the knife through the delicate stomach
i also dun think i can stomach the grief when i put out the animal
true im an animal lover
thats why i wanna help them
but helping them means making their life miserable
and i cant do that
so i think i do not want to be a vet anymore
no science
maybe just a career woman or what
i dunno
i think i will just leave it to fate
ok after all this ambition crap
i think i needcha go soon
bye

2009-12-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

heh heh today my birthday
sigh older by one year and still so childish
sigh
today i was forced to go tuition
you know what kind of tuition????
CHINESE TUITION!!!!!!!!!
AND I WAS THE ONLY ONE THERE!
you know the awkwardness when you are the only one and the teacher kept looking at you!!!!!
the hell
that was the down turn of my birthday
well morning woke up at 10
ting wei called me and wished me a happy birthday
after the call brushed teeth
after brushing teeth changed clothes
went mac
then to market
on the way to bus stop aka bus terminal
we saw a charity thingy going on
so we go look look
lol bought a cushion for 5 bucks
a baby pooh for 2 bucks
umm... a dog for 2 bucks
what the hell
after all its for charity
so i think i wont even touch those softies except maybe for the cushion
haha
think of it as a punch cushion:)
haha
after that my parents forced me to go tuition
called ting wei again
went tuition
ate at pizza hut
bought presents for tricia
went grocery shopping
started using computer
ok i dunno whats next but i really gotta go
TIMES UP!!!!!!!!

2009-12-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS!!!!
EXPERIENCE THE JOY OF GIVING AND BLAH BLAH BLAH
ok no offence though about the blah part
anyway still sick
and tmr got tuition
so sorry if i spread
and got flu and cough
so its like boo right?
sooooo yesterday chatted with tw all night
finally caught up with her
wee
ok watched avatar 3D today
pathetic
but its damn nice
and the pathetic part being that the 3D glasses made my nose woozy
that equals to the suck factor
sigh
anyway i think i gotta go! see ya!
2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

2009-12-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

WEE ONE FRIEND BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!
ting wei i think still stuck on plane:)
haha better not say anymore later she read my blog then use parang chop me up in school
well today bought a Nalgene bottle
i think its spelt like that
but its the same as ting wei's old one only diff colour
and my mom tried to persuade me to buy nike one
so its like i dun like
so too bad
and today we went vivo
wa lau
you know?
searching a present for my bro's piano teacher can be that hard!!!!!
tmr gonna give it to him as christmas present
haha so we bought a 76 bucks collectible
ah!!!!
that can like buy me 38 8 DAYS!!!!!!!
gah
thats random
anyway i think im on the verge of falling sick
cough getting real bad
sigh
and i felt sooooooo damn horrible in vivo
sigh all bone pain and no appetite
but return i like not pain and i wanted to eat!
wonders never cease dude
haha
ok gotta go
bye bye

2009-12-22T11:39:00.002+08:00

hihi
happy bday to bro
ok thats civil enough
haha told ya about the amount of bdays crashing into me eh?
anyway i think i going og to buy wallet
dunno whats it yet:)
but no bonia( thats for rich tai tais)
umm hey my mom is not a rich tai tai!
ok im wrong then
so i think op myuk or whatever i can grab
haha but budget will make it hard to choose
its like nothing above 20 bucks!
ok lah i geddit
times are bad
sigh
anyway doing english homework now
but....
one important thing!!!!
TING WEI AND TRICIA IS RETURNING TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!
FINALLY
ok not so finally for tricia
she went for short short time only
BUT TING WEI!!!!!!!
argh she pang sehed me to go attend wedding
haha!
but pity lah
she never drink champagne
haha she drink punch!
but all the same
i think we are going to have a 3 hour long talk
wow
but i think not lah
poor her
come back still need to rush homework
boo hoo for her then
so maybe 1hr +++
ok gotta go
homework and all
bye

2009-12-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

happy bday mom!!!! wee
watched twilight today
kinda boring
gonna watch avatar on christmas
haha lotsa movies in a week!
anyway changed skin
and just realised that its doughnut crazy!
omg i think its the ting wei skins creator!!!
wow
didnt know that
anyway tw gonna return on wed
so yay you know?
and tricia also
muahahaha
its like my sms companions are baaaack!!!
haha
anyway gotta go and do hw or else no alvin and the chipmunks!
muahahaha
ok i geddit too much input of evil laughter:)
bye!

2009-12-18T16:11:00.002+08:00

hey 8 days of not posting
fingers feel itchy:)
so ting wei replied to my email finally! haha
told me about the wedding
well glad that i still can keep in touch with her
but no webcam
lol if use webcam must use my bro's lappy
which is impossible
geddit????
haha he so bad to me
as if he will let me!
anyway changed skin
dunno if i will like it
what the
i find it quite ok
but havent put up the cbox
library dun allow
so there
will put it up tmr
anyway mom's bday coming soon
and some more i have CCA AT 8.30AM IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8.30 = 7AM WAKING UP
anyway have a series of bdays crashing into me:)
mom- 21 dec
bro- 22 dec
me- 27 dec
so a bunch of dec ppl for you so there!
haha my family all year end one
my dad is at 2 nov
what the right???
but i kind of like it
sighs
and somemore on birthdays i get to do whatever i like
oolala
i will watch episodes after episodes of your hand in mine!
haha if there is still any
i watch until 40 le liao
thanks to mio tv
but my dad threatened me that if i dun do what im supposed to do first he will
CANCEL MIO TV!!!!!!!!!!!
so i guai guai lor
anyway tricia flew to vietnam today
sigh another friend gone
ting wei first
then tricia
sighs
me! stuck in singapore forever and ever:(
sigh
never mind at least got tv:)
haha and homework
anyway im like still stuck in the library cos my mom is like still at home
so must wait for her to fetch and bring two cds bought from TS to exchange
what the hell its like we buy then i go watch happily then those stupid pauses go ruin my day
yesterday go watch the stupid twilight (first one)
dunno who was controlling my bro
suddenly want! crazy idiot!
anyway its quite ok but dumb
fighting scene was ok too
then after that my bro go watch Shutter
some gross nc16 show
horror show
so i excused myself and bathed
HAH it spoilt then we go watch Public Enemies
its also nc16 but i also left halfway to sleep and wash dishes
too boring! cant capture my attention
then i suddenly didnt feel sleepy
so cooked the last cup noodle and watched the ending
ending was nice but start reaaaaaally too boring!!!!
then went to sleep at two
grr i think my eyebags are being more and more prominent and my black eyes are being more obvious
nvm like i give a damn
haha thats me
ok gtg see ya!

2009-12-10T11:23:00.002+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG
im back folks
anyway for not blogging its because my house de internet spoil
dad says that by today can have dear internet back!
WOOHOO
well still missing ting wei
sigh why must she go so long!
sigh sigh
anyway my brother didnt get in to the finals of piano and violin competition
so in a way its good
in a way its bad
im not going to say anything online
grr
TING WEI FASTER COME BACK!!!!!!!!
anyway going to reply email sent by her
luckily she can use comp:)

2009-12-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

hey piano banging away again
and i havent done a single powerpoint slide for the chinese book
btw my comp cant even type chinese!!!!
ARGH!!!!
and tricia wants the book tmr!!
how?
i also dunno
i sms her she dun reply
and define this:"no need can be like u make into a book or rewrite the story u read n give it another ending"
like huh???
what the this explanation is provided by kind livia
but im sry that i dun understand it
sigh... my thing is not a story but a poem!?
what the
getting very bugged now i think i am going to bug everybody online in msn le that is in HCL
sigh
today spent two hours in mom's friend whose son is my childhood friend
known him for... uh...
let me do the math
i know him since 6
and now im considered 14
so 14-6=8
WOW I KNOW HIM FOR 8 YEARS!!!!
WOO HOO
THATS SOME SHOCKING NEWS
well family kept making fun of me
grr anyway gonna log off
bye bye

2009-11-30T12:23:00.002+08:00

in the library now
wont be able to blog tmr
no time
yesterday was the counting money day
its nice la
lol reached the target
in fact we overexceed the target!
yeah!
thanks to the volunteers
haha
anyway i got 43.10 only!
but at least more than joseph!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
say my tin light eh?
not even a single dollar note!
haha
im so damn happy
oh joseph i beg to DIFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
haha
gtg bb

2009-11-26T12:00:00.002+08:00

wee in the library now
sry yesterday totally no energy to post about the flag day
at first not very used to asking ppl total strangers to donate into my tin can
but it got warmer!
haha
my biggest success was at Raffles Place
so many rich ppl
and one while trying to stuff a dollar note into my tin said, "oh we also have st john ambulance back in England!"
lol nice one
and one said," god bless you"
well all thankful to them
but one damn funny guy said,"i dont have any small change. sorry. but can i have a sticker? i like st johns"
haha thats the funniest
and some super rich and generous person donated 5BUCKS!!!!!!!
that may seem peanuts to him though
as i saw him come out of Fullerton Building
what the lah
so i think i exceeded the limit of 35 bucks
thats good news though
saw lotsa ppl drawing and one even climbed onto the bull to let his friend take photos
haha and stupid amanda bribed me to climb the bull and in the end never give me money
idiot! hmph
you know? my juniors walked two rounds around the whole singapore river
and got donations added up to less than $2 dollars!
when they complian to me
i stood up and said i will go the same route as them
and you know how much i got?
ALMOST 9 DOLLARS!!!!!!!!!
i beg to differ hui qi and amanda
haha
nvm first timers mah
and that dumb joseph go show off his tin to us when we were slacking
hmph
and that dumb small yong siang said sarcastic remarks to my juniors
saying WAH SO HEAVY AH!!!!!
grr
and poor atikah... yan ling pang seh her
poor her
has to go with that stupid joseph
and ending point was at Kallang MRT
atikah said i looked scary
and when i got home and bathed!
MY FACE WAS RED!!!!!
ok not red as in red
but surely got some sort of colour on my damn face
yeah yeah lotsa exposure to sunlight
sigh
later got GIL but not going
so wasted 5 bucks for buying a gift
cos i got concert to attend
lets hope that they will save some presents for me!
haha
mom says that im too greedy
anyway upcoming updates

FRIDAY
will know my streaming results
teacher will call me
hope i get in
will post about the results

SATURDAY
nothing special
tuition and all

SUNDAY
will go down to HQ to count flag day money
money money money
wee

P.S. i think i kinda like this colour

2009-11-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

whoots
birthday coming
but still feeling the same
anyway went to some ceremony today
mom saw several old friends
and they all say i CUTE! TALL! EURASIAN!
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG THOSE PPL!!!!
ARGH
embarrassed like shit
anyway this whole week no cca
but wednesday have Flag Day
sigh a day of begging money
and friday will know streaming results
lets pray... that i get history...

2009-11-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

went to watch some prissy singing concert
playing games now
going to sleep
looking like a gundu right now
sighs...
bye
got a feeling that i will change skin sometime
and F.Y.I i wont be home all day tmr

2009-11-21T18:06:00.002+08:00

sigh long time no post
back at the dear computer
legs are killing me
finished first aid course finally
no more waking up in the crack of the dawn!
and no more crowding in mrt
no more missing of popcorn
no more boring lectures
no more studying! im in heaven!
playing some lame games now
officially quit Farmville
very frustrating
bye gtg

2009-11-17T17:30:00.002+08:00

phew doing english now
decided that i shall not do these authors:
-J K Rowling
-William Shakespeare
-Haresh Sharma
-Jonathan Swift
-Oscar Wilde
-Alfian Saat
-Anita Desai
-Agatha Christie
-Roald Dahl
-Hugo Victor
-J R R Tolkien
-R K K Narayan
-Daren Shiau
-Vivien Goh
-Lewis Carroll
-William Golding
-D H Lawrence
-John Steinbeck
-Mark Twain
-Catherine Lim
-Low Kay Hwa
-Stella Kon

done need to bathe now

2009-11-16T21:12:00.001+08:00

sigh eating dinner and house is turning into hell because my bro at home
anyway very tired dun feel like posting
bb

2009-11-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

wee in the library now
fingers still feeling kinda weird
typing seems slower than usual
sigh nothing interesting happened except that tricia picked up 5cents coin from her course
yeah kinda cuckoo
anyway bought a new T-shirt from giodarno i think its like that but still looks weird
giordano?
giodarno?
giordarno?
ah ya
dunno means dunno
sigh
waiting for my dad to shop in NTUC
wee
going to buy next year's books with tw
but maybe not la
the appeal results like at 27 november then release
so by the time tw and her family should be already preparing to go soon
sighs, she will be going to Australia for ALMOST A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!
poor me
but at least can keep in contact with her i think
boo hoo
imagine life without chatting to her
but the only console is that i will be quite busy
sigh
i think my dad coming
byes

2009-11-13T19:15:00.003+08:00

wee playing this awesome game called Crazy Planets
although kinda stupid
but the GOOD NEWS IS...
I GOT INTO 3I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WITH TING WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOO HOO!!!!!
i got all i wanted except for the geog part
sighs
appealing for history

2009-11-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

AH BEAUTIFUL CONNECTION IS BACK!!!!!!!!
WEE!!!!!
i feel damn bushed
today zheng yang returned and gave the poor sec ones a hard time
now nursing my poor body
sigh and my music teacher gave me a grade 6 song!!!!
alla turca!
help!
anyway watching perfect cut 2 now
hee hee
bye bye

2009-11-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

HIYA IM FINALLY BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid internet
for nothing go spoil
stupid stupid
sigh anyway today had public duty@ Bishan Park
sighs, its like i see lotsa teachers running or walking
and i tell you mr lee is super fast!
i think he is the first
anyway i think my fingers a bit siao siao
its like im typing slower than my normal speed
boo!!!!
anyway i feel so damn tired
and in the middle of the run it started raining like wth
my arms are breaking
sighs sighs
but the good side of the story is that it finished early
but bad side is that im drenched
and my toes were so damn painful that i took off my shoes!
sigh i think my muscles are gonna drop off
and my farm in Facebook confirm all dead one!!!!
:(!!!!
so sad
my flowers!!!!
im doing kui ben business leh!
all wilted le!!!!!!!
GRR
anyway today Singapore Idol
and i predict that Slyvia will kenna kicked out!
not to say she sucks
but too bad the girl audience kept voting for all the pretty boys
i tell you its damn infuriating!
only 2 girls left and some more slyvia has the bottom votes
bloody singaporeans
if my mom allow me to vote i will spam her!
anyway i think Charles or Duane should be out
but they wont
you know why?

Charles
He can beatbox
and spit alot of saliva on the poor microphone
so he wont do the bunk

Duane
Sympathy Votes!!
wee
and some more i think ppl in sec schs will have more votes
because if he really win this(which i hope he wont)
the school name will be like going sky high
grr

so all that
anyway i think the gals overpower the guys but they are the ones that are dropping like flies!
example: Amira(veeeery good voice), Mae(sings well), Malaque(sexy! haha and sings well too)
so there going to rest my arms
anyway in case you are wondering im in the library
and tmr got comp training
i feel like not going
sighs
so connection still spoil
arms still spoil
legs still spoil
voting for SG idol still spoil
sighs
life is unfair

2009-11-07T18:42:00.002+08:00

whew finally got to post
been pretty busy these days
lol
yesterday i watched THIS IS IT and MY SISTER'S KEEPER
quite nice very emo
mom cried
no surprises here
anyway today my bird died
so sad
will post on that later soon
bb

2009-11-04T09:33:00.002+08:00

yoo hoo
i got one papa ulcer on the left and one kiddie ulcer on the right
great...
yesterday watched TV until midnight
so heh heh
but the actual time i sleep is 2am
sigh must sleep more early
and my hamster is so untouchable
sigh...
and my mom actually called it Turbo!
stupid name eh?
just because he runs very fast!
anyway tmr competition training
sigh
going to my grandpapa house again due to the forgetfulness of my mom
later i will be going to Compass Point to buy my book!
yeah
anyway i have a really thick book to finish
and im still left with 200 something pages!
sigh
btw the book is 933 pages long i think...
so sad
thats the thickest book i ever read
bb

2009-11-03T13:07:00.002+08:00

going to visit my grandpapa today and later
sigh
my hopeless mom bought another hamster
runs very very fast
called roborovski
anyway my com abit siao siao one
but comp time over
gotta go!

2009-11-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

woo hoo!
15oth post in my faithful blog!
anyway happy birthday dad!
yeah today his birthday and he still have to go to work
aww... poor sap
anyway good news
since its the hols
i can have 30 minutes everyday to play!
so nice
anyway popcorn is growing to be a robust and strong bird
anyway it can shake hands now!
but the sad thing is that it still cant speak
sigh
anyway im like dutifully doing my hols assignment
sigh sigh sigh
maths now
but facebooking illegally
anyway from the noise downstairs, my mom is feeding my beloved popcorn
yeah im going to teach him to sing happy birthday soon!
thats ambitious but i will try
if the birds in the bird shop can do it so can mine!
i will just on a record player then keep playing happy birthday with lyrics
ok?
thats my assignment dude
hard
verrrrry hard
anyway for mep i am posted to AMK sec with vernise
so there
bye peeps
bird crying for mama now
pitiful...

DAY 1 OF DEC HOLS

2009-10-31T20:06:00.002+08:00

yo im in the library now
today is the theory exam!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!
so sad
anyway im glad its finished
i confirm confirm lose 2 marks
absolutely
so i think i can say bye bye to distinction soon!
sigh the stupid italian term, its like con moto and allegretto grazioso
what the
anyway i checked
con moto means that er... i think i forgotten
wait... memory searching in progress
i think con means with
moto means movement
sigh you know what i wrote? i wrote but even
what the la!
as for the allegretto thingy
i wrote allegretto as moderately fast and i knew that grazioso means gracefully so i wrote
moderately gracefully fast
another stupid act of mine
sigh
sigh
now no more school but how about the stinking holiday assignment!!!!
sigh
shit
shucks
shat
ok
thats enough
english, maths, chinese, science, geography
i can expect myself to suffocate in all that shit
sigh
enough of homework
im sick of it
sooooo
today my family eating dinner at Soup Restaurant
to celebrate my father's early bday
and the reason that they are still eating and me still typing away in the library is my mom's fault
she cant finish her Pastamania baked mushroom rice and left a quarter for me
so see my stomach aint so big especially to stomach all that rice
its a big bowl ok!
and in addition to that i ate 3 cheese sticks
drank a big cup of apple italian soda
im still feeling full now
anyway im gonna count the days of the hols and my bday

27 DECEMBER 2009!!!!!!!
lets see...57 more days to my big day

and today is day one of hols

ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T18:15:00.002+08:00

yoo hoo,
this is gonna be a short short post
compared to my previous one at least
ok in school we got our report cards
LAST DAY you know!!!
its like my L1R5 11!!!!!
so lan!
so stupid!
any my ranking in class is 18/40!!!!
another thing to lan
played ludo with ting wei
ok gotta go now
theory exam tmr!!!!
argh!
bb

2 more days to theory exam

2009-10-29T14:48:00.002+08:00

haiz in the library now
hi im back again
tmr is my official day of computer
sigh
anyway recent happenings:
-we had expressive thingy today
-its about debate
-and you dunno how freaking boring it is
-we debated
-and we died
-debating...

ok enough of the shit,
TING WEI IS MIA AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
like i said in my previous post, tw is going to blow blow her band :'(
sigh sigh
so im like nobody to chat with
sigh this is the great service i get for rarely abandoning her
hmph
anyway some ppl got the "most engaging speaker award"
lalalalala
so sian
i think i have to siam le
got some spaz coughing beside me
anyway CCA CANCELLED AND I WAS THE LAST TO KNOW!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY SHIT
I BET SOME PPL ARE GLOATING THEIR ASSES OFF!
anyway gtg now bye.

2009-10-28T14:00:00.002+08:00

hey in library now again
anyway today the teachers just made me kinda pissed off
they gave us wrong info and end up never apologise or what
they say oh thinking fest and open house
ok all of you go wear half sjab uniform today
ok? and fall in at 7am infront of sjab room
sai la
i woke up at 550am just because of this dumb thing
then they say meet us after assembly lalala
never say time
so i was a bit of the late
then she tell us," oh we just realised that today only 4 CCAs set up their booth, and that today is to persuade the p6 to join our school not our cca. and its not anybody's fault. okay?"
then just like that dismiss us
i seriously think that ms ham was still there this will not happen
and adding to my misery ting wei had band so she was not in class for the whole day:(
and to add add add to my pathetic misery we had CALLIGRAPHY!!!!
they made us watch a kinda stupid long video and made us practise writing on some paper with water
what the
i understand the concern that ink is expensive but surely no so cheapskate?
sigh
alot of SLs are not present cos they got duty and all
we were all waiting for recess man
when we hear the godly bell, we all shouted "YAY"
and the teachers gave us black face
so we were out of torture chamber
and after we came back sadly
one teacher go tell me, Jin Ling, Denice and some other ppl to write our names on a paper
we were like, "oh shit did we do something wrong?"
so after that we chatted for awhile while the teacher keep waiting for ppl to come in
and Jin Ling kept asking ppl for pe shorts. haha
she wanted mine ok!
anyway my size too big! haha
ok. after we got to use some pathetic ink
thats where the fun started
we were like painting the newspaper
and then the teacher of course scold us la!
then we had a competition
i started doing some messy calligraphy with ink and our dear 陈老师 go say that if i do that again she will like whack me
lol
i was so shocked that she managed to joke with me
oh my oh my
if tricia was here, she will laugh her teeth out
haha
ok the competiton, we were supposed to vote
and i and jin ling were like saying, you vote for me i vote for you that type of shit:)
so majority chose a very good piece and the result was kinda unanimous!
the surprise was that i got 5 votes!
what the
and jin ling got 1 only(by me la)
haha
and the name thingy that i mentioned earlier up there
at the end they were holding some sort of certificate
and they say 5 ppl from our class will get it as they are sincere and serious in their work
so thats where the name came in!
my name was called
by our dear 陈老师 again
wow its piercing like shit
so i got a free cert for nothing haha
so enough of blogging
i need to complete my dear theory exam paper right now in the library
then pass up directly
so see ya tmr
i heard that we doing some expressive thingy and i will be ...
ALONE
ALONE
ALONE
ALONE
ALONE.............................
sigh the irony is that i am just nice listening to You Are Not Alone on my hp
bye!

2009-10-26T13:13:00.004+08:00

yo in the library now!

using some stupid computer with very hard keys.

sigh

anyway today early release because we are a distraction to the O level poor saps

haha anyway good luck to them all

may they score good marks

now about the stupid streaming

i am eligible for every subject except for art!

but who gives a damn

anyway i handed up the form today geddit TODAY!!!!!

and ting wei is planning to take physics

sigh

so sad

anyway i wish that we will be in the same class.

so there!

okay my choices:

SCIENCES
1st choice- pure chemistry and biology

2nd choice- triple science

HUMANITIES

1st choice- combined geography + social studies

2nd choice- combined history + social studies

SOME HEADING WHICH I DUNNO WHATSIT CALLED
1st choice- additional mathematics

2nd choice- Principles of accounts
3rd choice- Pure Geography
4th choice- Pure Literature

anyway i suppose thats all
and the last part of the post is not posted in the stupid library
because it suddenly restarted!!!!
damn it
sigh gotta go now

2009-10-24T16:52:00.002+08:00

yoohoo
yesterday i cleaned the st john room almost by myself
although its practically by myself
the two useless seniors of mine only do sissy wiping here and there then keep talking abt maple
LAME SHIT!
so i work like shit
and some more my juniors all dun come and help me!
that hui qi say that she WILL not come at the eleventh hour
so i tell asm ys that lor
and he say, "hui qi is it? ok tell her that if she come today amanda can join my group. BUT too late now that she dun come."
what the
i dunno what she will say.
anyway my muscle is still aching although better
anyway gotta go now
hope i get the subjects i want!!!!

p.s. i forgot to say how angry i am with those smarty selfish pants
who dun give a damn about how the not so smart ppl think
they surely can go triple science but they say, "ooh, i scared that i can't cope so i think i going to double science!"
do they even think of us? if double science full already, then we the not-so-smart ones will be pushed to combined!
selfish idiots
only know how to care about themselves
i hate them!!!!
BYE BYE

2009-10-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

yoohoo
typing madly for compo
my compo may be selected for Mayflower Writers
so there
so now im carting the many words on the paper onto the keyboard
so this is a short short post
see ya!
ciao

2009-10-20T22:02:00.003+08:00

waaaaah
so damn tired today!
had cca
eaten my dinner
watched TV
slacked
sweat to death
what else can i do???
cca was damn tiring
especially the foot drill part
phew im totally bushed!
well sleeping at 1am last night did not help
sigh
bb gotta go
mom's back!!!

2009-10-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

sigh
life is sad
sigh
tmr school and cca
school i dun like
cca i like
provided someone dun come
that person is still ignoring me
but too bad
i rarely apologise to anybody
she should feel honoured!
anyway back to school
school is a waste of time
school sucks
ok enough of school

today i went out with miss candyfloss!!!!
we watched IMAGINE THAT
and my mom forcefully paid for the tickets
haha
after that we went walk walk lor
but seriously
amk hub is so damn freaking boring!
after that we trudged to the dumb arcade with dumb games and dumb photo taking machines
dumb dumb dumb
and my mom spent $$$@20!!!!
i seriously prefer timezone
after all that hullabaloo
we went home
sigh
then now i like still stoning

GOOD NEWS!
I FOUND A PICTURE OF MY NEW BIRD ON THE NET!
ITS CALLED SUN CONURE

BEAUTIFUL EH!!!!!

2009-10-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

happy deepavali everybody!!!
anyway today i just made a useless trip to tuition
i and my mom all blur blur one
dunno today public hols
so i went there
and i was surprised to see so little ppl there!
then my tuition all black black one
sigh
so i complained to my parents and they told me to go raffles city and wait for them in MPH
so i go there lor
i managed to finish half a book when my parents came and brought me to The Soup Spoon
i wanted to go din tai fung
but too bad
drank sprite and some soup with a crusty pie on top
its horrid
brrr
anyway i have to wash the toilet now
bb

2009-10-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

yo
im like going to have a short post
im damn sad
i think i hurt someone's feelings
shit
i dunno what that person will do to me
maybe something bad
anyway
tricia and mary said that i will go 3I
but later tricia said that need to see the science marks
i was like shit!
anyway bb
no mood to post

2009-10-15T08:52:00.002+08:00

sigh
im in school now
haha
no la my school no laptop la
must do a survey which i finished in a few minutes
ok now i like sooo bored
but at least i did update!

2009-10-13T18:29:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo!
i been updating quite recently
ok talking crap...
i had updated just yesterday
anyway im like in the library again using some express station
and a veeery hard keyboard
sigh
today the excessive marks fell on me
science, lit, and geog!!!!!
sigh
i really de-proved
sigh sigh sigh
i feel so damn freaking sad
but i think tw feeling sadder
sigh sigh sigh
hey this looks like a lousy poem!
oh shut up!
now for the marks.................................

Geography Paper
section A~ 15/15 (yay, but does nothing to help me:( )
section B & C~ 50.5/85 (damn lousy but i manage to sqeeeze half a mark from the teacher)
overall~ 65.5/100 (anyway it will rounded and i might have a chance of getting another mark)

Science Paper
overall~ 62/100(B4 B4!!!!!! shit head!!!!)

Literature Paper
overall~ 67/100 (im like the 4th in the class and 75 is the highest in my damn class)

no more
no more
tmr knowing my english marks
Paper 2
i scared although tw will be like whacking me at this comment
sigh
enough of depressing news
tmr i have cca!!!
i will have the hopeless task of teaching the sec ones without them laughing
grr
bye

2009-10-12T17:33:00.004+08:00

yoo hoo!!!!
one day and i know so many marks
i think on wednesday i will know the lit marks and eng paper 2.
i tell you, my chinese improved but its still lousy

HCL Paper 1&2
-Paper 1
compo~ 38/70 (lousy like shit, want to vomit, stupid zhang woman)
letter writing~ 12/20 (quite suckish, especially compared to the 18s and the 17s)
overall~ 50/90 (SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!!)

-Paper 2
overall~ 53/90 (improved... but still suckish)

now for my victories
ENGLISH PAPER 1
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah yeah yeah
essay~ 26/30 (YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! although i kenna whacked by tw)
report writing~ 24/30 (YEAHHH!!!!!!!!i beat mary's ass!!!!! whacked again by u know who)
overall~ 50/60!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I LOVE ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

MATHS PAPER 1&2
Paper 1~ 40/50 (ahem i got 41 @ 1st n mrs vannan said tht i shld b getting 100 for my honesty)
Paper 2~ 34/50 (CARELESS and TOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
overall~ 74/100!!!!! (ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MORE MARK!!!!!!!!!!)

ok that's all i know
if i know more, i would probably have a heart attack
see ya,
bye

2009-10-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

NO MORE EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!! YOU STINKPOT!
stupid exams, make my life so damn miserable
i hate exams!!!! but after all its OVER
game over
oh ya like i said in the previous post, i said that ting wei will be coming to my house
so she came and we had some boring and fun times
andi didnt have enough time to show her the violin
so haha boo ja!!!!
at the end of the visit, we had a water bomb game!
it was damn fun but i got wetter than tw!!!
not fair!!!!!!!!!! and she aim me sooooooo hard!!!!!
and at first we did not even know how to use it!
then we concluded that we were cheated, haha
but we look look look then heh heh
we are not cheated!
oops.
anyway to the papers
t h e y s u c k c o m p l e t e l y ! ! !

grr, you know when

i said that i inherited my mom's love for geog and i always score well?
well thats not gonna happen
1. my mind was ok until the structured essay!!!!
2. then my mind went abit blank
3. my hand is breaking and i got damn distracted by jin ling's pen sound!
4. i did not finish one part, 4 marks ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. i was rushing like siao
6. and my hand were sweating like some water tap like that
7. and my pen no friction
8. i finished writing at the veeeeeeeeeeerrry last minute!
9. and jenny sooooo fast finish!
10. everybody seems sooooo confident

enough of stupid geog
its depressing
sigh..
now for math
i got one question sure wrong le!
sigh
never mind
anyway im not surviving well without my handphone
the sim card spoil and i have to go tomorrow to vivo and go replace or bo pian buy a new one
sigh
and now im watching Singapore Idol de result
wa lau why tabitha and slyvia unsafe???

wait... results coming...
who who who???
better not be the girls
they own those guys
FARHAN OUT
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
what the he cried!
ah ya
bye

house last day

2009-10-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

YOO HOO
TMR TW IS COMING TO MEEEEEEEEEEE HOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
TMR LAST DAY OF STINKING EXAMS!!!!!
WHOOOO HHOOOOOOOO!!!!!
ok after the gay paragraph, today i just had two papers
one maths paper one, another lit paper
they are the cause of the indentation on my middle finger
shit damn pain
i spent a full minute during the paper massaging my poor hand
anyway tmr got maths paper 2 and GEOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!! I HATE GEOGRAPHY!!!
but the weird thing is that i kinda score well for it all the time
during common test i got 25.5/30!
and i didnt study that well!!!
dun tell me i inherited my mom's love for geography?

2009-09-29T13:09:00.002+08:00

you know the feeling of exams over?
i am getting it too early
today just nice all the language paper finish
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
so nice i feel as if im in heaven
im like in the library now
so boring
and i just bought 3 cds for $28.95 DOLLARS!!!!!!!!!!
ah i po chan already
haha
anyway back to the boring papers

english paper 1:
- did some mystery compo( think i will get ok marks )
- did a lame report writing to the police on hit-and-run(i like do this in tuition in sec 1 already!!!!)
Chinese paper 1:
- was not stupid enough to do some essay - be safe do newspaper report
- gong han, formal letter( also standard one, easier than informal)

English paper 2:
- compre was ok
- fell asleep during summary draft(i had 10 minutes left to cut the summary short and write in on the question paper.... CHIONG AH!!!!)
Chinese paper 2:
- it was easier than SA1!!!!!!
- i finished it(wow miracle)

ok thats all gotta go home