MUAHAHAHHAHAHAAH, looong time no post
wow really long.
anyway exams were seriously sucky,
i only got one pathetic A1!!!!!
which was history
im really so disappointed in myself
how could i score badly for a subject which i actually studied hard for it?
how could i score badly for the subject im best at?
how could i?
i think this attributes to the listening of music while studying
i dunno
thats my mom's opinion
so from now onwards i will not listen to POP when i study
sigh.
anywayssss SL retreat is coming up!
OMG
its scary
and i do not feel that im prepared for it.
oh for goodness sake
who gives a damn

anyway today was fun cum boring
fun is when i get new friends crazy ones and dramatic ones
boring is that ushering ain't a fun thing at all
there was no one to usher!!!
super ironic

Rest In Peace grandpa.
im so sorry that i went down to the stupid cafe to eat. i should have stayed by your side.
the doc told us that you have abt one more day to live since your tumour ruptured.
but you died shortly after i went down to eat.
he was 94.
he had stomach cancer
he haven't even lived to celebrate his birthday
seriously its so sudden
and i will miss your toothless smile.
your cute gambling habit that even when you are lying on the hospital bed you told your daughters to buy 4D
your specs face
your face when i wolf whistled when you looked at sexy girls on the newspaper
your deafness which reminds me of shouting into your ear whenever we go for dinner together. HELLO GONG GONG. and you will MMM. as an acknowledgement
when i saw my mom crying as she hugged her uncle.
i lost it.
that uncle had last stage prostrate cancer. and despite in pain, he came down to see my grandpa one last time
now i know the feeling of sitting in a room with a corpse for half an hour.
a body of my adorable gramps
sigh.
seeing my mom and aunt in such a pool of sadness and not eating.
and causing my mom to have gastric
and my mom being unable to sleep till 4
and my mom crying everytime we pass by our grandpa's body in the coffin.
it seriously brings tears to my eyes.
but as my usual tough cookie personality i do not like to cry,
typing this makes me want to.
but i guess if grandpa sees this, he will be heartbroken. so stay strong.
today, on my way to school alone, i gripped the cute clock keychain that my grandpa have fancied when i visited him. he held it for a very long time gazing at it until my mom distracted him with a gift to my brother's piano teacher.
i held it when i took my chinese prelims today.
i will never lose it.
anyway enough of this mushy post. glad i got it out
and i was very touched when a nurse cried when seeing my grandpa on his deathbed close to death. she consoled my mom and cried after remembering her dad's death when he was 45 ONLY.
i feel very fortunate now.
seriously. someone give her a flower or something.
ok fine.
happy things now.
tmr's cca
yay
feel the satisfaction when your juniors call you ASM or even corporal
or even COPPER!
haha
LOL.
im seriously afraid that i may break down anytime during school
sigh.
i really understand death now.
when my grandma passed on( gramp's wife)
i didnt knw what was going on and played while my relatives cried.
my mom and aunt are now orphans.

sigh

yep
i admit it
i have a boring life.
or rather sian life.
well life wasn't so sian on wed
went out with my dear pri sch friends:D mel and amanda
whee. tampines mall was rather boring
heh heh
oh ya
ne thing that im most pissed with
VAMPIRE SUCK IS NC16
LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!
GRRR!!!!!!!!!!
so we watched Grown Ups
very funny
but apparently it doesn't leave such a deep impression in my brain
after that, went to tampines one to take neoprints.
guess i look the baldest there cause i did not let my fringe down.
maybe i should try the next time i take...
oh ya played basketball at timezone.
omg saw one timezone winner person for basketball playing and some guys taking video.
seriously its awesome.
didn't even miss a shot.
OMG
yeah later outta boredom, we played air hockey and kiddy basketball
and i could just grab the balls and PUT not THROW them inside.
Laughed like hell.
ah those were the days.
MUAHAHAHAHA
next time i must take a video of me PUTTING the balls into the basket :P
anyway can't believe that amanda thought that i played basketball cause of my height.
wowie
LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING WOMAN!
made a discovery on my way home.
27 comes as frequently as Mr Chng nags at us to do maths
boomz
watching videos until i can faint already
but sigh
forced to. HOMEWORK
but on the good side, i can FACEBOOK!!
yay
muahaahahaha.
OMG IM BORED>.<

ANNUAL GENERAL INSPECTION
tell you something.
i noticed the trend for almost all guests of honour
THEY ARE ALWAYS LATE
lol.
haha anyway glad that its over.
but its rather fun and not THAT hot because it rained in the morn
well except for the disgusting muddiness, everything was fun
yeah
but those speeches!!!
OMG they are sooo NO LINK!
NO LINK GEDDIT???
kept talking about the YOG when its a st john event.
like what the hell
anyway i also found outta something
my zone de one of the guy smokes.
eew
i hate smokers
i was like walking past the ambulance and the smoke flew right into my face:(

anyway happy stuff now!!!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TAN YONG SIANG!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TAY YONG SIANG!!!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JIAN WEI!!!

LOL. SPOT THE DIFF:D
HAHA
SOMEDAY I MUST ORDER THE "TWINS" TO TELL ME THEIR BIRTH TIME AND HOSPITAL:D MUAHAHAHAHA

OH YA FORGOT ABOUT THE PROMOTION
hmm.
i was ok with the post:D
very ok:D
i didn't wanna be the CSM
so ASM is sooo fitting
haha
me and joyce!!!
yeah now a sergeant. rather happy eh:DD
but when i saw those anderson peeps. they sec 3 already SENIOR STAFF SERGEANT!
seriously i think thats because their teachers are efficient and all i guess.
and welcome TAN YONG SIANG to the world of teasing
SSS SSS SSS SSS SSSGT!!!!!
hahahahaha
me and atikah the triple SSS made an acronym.
Social Studies Sucks and Geography Too!!!
OMG.
oh ya talking about that, she came to the promotion thingy:D
was happy to see her.
she was kinda relieved that i have another person to tease about the SSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
whoopee my seniors rocks:D
heh
ok fine
back to boring old homework:(
and home
yeah in the library using the stupid slow computer:(

LALALLA. pretty dead now:(
anyway to all the teachers who have scolded me and praised me and have taught me:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. anyway i'm gonna go back to my darling primary school:D
later later.
maybe i will post on what happen BUT i may not.
cos i touch computer is either for homework or facebook and blog hopping.
hmmm.
OMG>.<
damn lethargic now-.-
sian...

phew. Our school is performing now with the ridiculous costumes, omg!!!!!!
Im trying to see any familiar faces. Anyway the commentator sucks. Speaks in a lousy monotone
Ack.
Anyway i think i will just stop here. dad's keypad aint nice to type!